CIGARETTE DAYDREAMS, kyoya ootori ✓

afterword

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hello there!

haha okay so thank you for taking the time out of your day to read my fanfic, and if you're currently reading while i'm posting this you might have noticed that i'm practically posting daily.

i promise i have a very good
explanation for that so here i go.

i started this fic back in 2016,
when i was thirteen, ik insane.

that was five years ago im pretty old now and i had actually dropped this fic because i stopped doing things i liked while i was in high school, because well... i was in high school :(

but due to some personal reasons i fell into a very dark place, and i sort of became obsessive with always being busy. my friend jade knows this, and so while she was helping out through my basically darkest times, it came up that i used to write fanfics.

i was so embarrassed!!

but she basically forced me to show her my fics and long story short i got sucked into writing again
(which i'm so happy about, because i love writing)

i completely, and i mean COMPLETELY rewrote this entire thing and i struggled so bad with some of the story, (i even considered turning Hanae into a Y/N but decided against it) because as some of y'all may know this story is very slightly inspired by a telenovela.

which... if you've ever watched watched a mexican telenovela, yk they can get pretty dramatic.

anyways, back on track i worked on this fic for months and it helped me cope with my sadness and so even tho it might be a little bad, i hold this fic very near and dear to my heart.

so i started posting all my chapters just to say goodbye to this childhood project, & hopefully move on to writing other things

i appreciate anybody who took the time out of their day to read it, & if anyone has questions literally don't be scurred to comment, i'm down to answer anything hehe :)

thank you for reading & ily

- slvttymangos

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also i have playlists for practically every character/ship i have in this fic just send a dm if you'd like any of them! ૮₍ ˃ ⤙ ˂ ₎ა

special dedication to jade and RETR0BLUR
who were an insane amount of help as i write this fic, i love you guys ♥