Forgotten You

10: You're Cute

Hellloo~
Sorry for the late update I had a bit of a problem with my account? Anyways, explanation on my discussion thingy. Honestly, it was hard to write because I literally forget everything.

 

  

  Jin didn't say a word as he stared at him blankly. His Hyung looked the most serious he had ever seen him before.

  Jimin gazed back at him, trying to detect any emotion that could give him an answer. He realized how much of an insensitive ass he sounded. Maybe Jin was uncomfortable with talking about these things.

  "Jimin, do whatever feels right." Jin finally spoke. He gently grabbed Jimin's frigid hand and put it up to his smooth cheek.

  "Listen here, Park Jimin. Because I'm only saying this once, " Jin trained his sharp look onto Jimin. "No matter who you are, only you get to decide whether or not you want the pregnancy to go on. Don't let other people convince you or decide for you. I would suggest telling your boyfriend, but that's up to you."

   "Another thing, don't be afraid of letting people down. Fuck them."

Jimin peered up into Jin's determined eyes, envying his confidence. He couldn't help but throw himself at the other Omega, tears welling up as he breathed him in.

"I'm scared, Hyung. I thought I could do it, but there are so many problems. Me, I am the problem." Jimin whispered into his chest, feeling like a little kid wailing into his mother's arms.

  "No, Min-ah." Jin smothered the younger's face closer to him. "Don't degrade yourself like this. I won't let you."

Jimin leaned his body onto Jin's broader one, sniffling as his Hyung massaged small circles on his back. The older Omega hummed a calm tune as if he was lulling a baby to sleep.

  "Jimin, I knew from the moment you talked to Mom about the baby that you were going to be a great parent. Your eyes shined like I've never seen them before. Since the very first time I looked into those eyes, they have been dull and foggy. But, for once, they cleared up and revealed someone who is hurting." Jin mumbled into the top of the other's head, hair tickling his chin. "Mom and I will never forgive ourselves for not seeing it earlier."

   His Hyung clenched his arm tighter around Jimin. The smaller knew exactly what Jin had described. He saw the same thing in that unsettling billboard.

  Jimin took a long moment to speak up again. "Hyung, I'm scared. Not because of the responsibilities, the pain, or the ridicule. I'm afraid that I won't give my baby enough. They deserve loving parents who will put them first. But, I-I'm too messed up, there are so many pieces missing. What if-"

  Jin pulled him back away from him and tilted his chin up. His Hyung paralyzed him with an angry look. "No one is a perfect parent, Jimin. Not my mom, not yours, and most definitely not our dads. Whoever asked you to be one? The only thing you can do is learn as you go and love them wholeheartedly."

   Jimin's lips quivered at Jin's harsh speaking, but everything that he said finally clicked. He slowly detangled himself from the taller's embrace and whipped his pathetic tears away.

  He needed to get his shit together if he was planning on carrying this baby to full turn. For him, this meant therapy of some sort and telling Jungkook.

It was only fair to let him know since he was in a relationship, no matter how off-and-on it is. Hopefully, he would cooperate and help him figure out who the father is.

  His hand trembled from the thought of Jungkook's cold expression. That was another thing to be worried about.

   Both Omegas turned as a gentle knock was heard from the door. A moment passed before a female doctor let herself in, followed by Mrs. Kim. The woman smiled warmly as she laid eyes on Jimin.