The New Beginning

Because I Don't Want...!

So I am currently 5 weeks pregnant and I'm really not happy. I mean I have always wanted a baby but after last time and with everything that has been going on its just not a good time. But I don't like abortions if anything I'm against it. I just feel like this is a dream but its not. Now that Ross found out I even more a mess because he wont stop calling and texting me but all I've been doing is ignoring him. Why out of all people does it have to be his baby. My phone lit up with a call and Devin was calling me. I haven't even told him yet. I answered.

Kayla: Hey Dev.

Devin: What's wrong babe?

Kayla: I uh....I think we should break up.

Devin: Why am I not surprised. Its fine because I cheated on you anyway.

Kayla: I had a feeling!

Devin: Yeah well I needed something and you couldn't give me it because you moved a cross the country.

Kayla: Fuck you!

With that I hung up! Only me I swear its so annoying.

Vinny: Hey Kay you have a visitor.

Kayla: Thanks Vin.

I walked out of my room and saw Rydel in the living room.

Rydel: Hey Kay how are you feeling?

Kayla: I'm okay what's up Rydel.

Rydel: I thought that you might want to come to my place later and have dinner and you can bring Vinny and colt to if you want.

Kayla: Yeah that's fine.

Rydel: Great so see you at 6 then.

Kayla: yup.

Just then she left! I just hope Ross is late in case she invited the family cause if so there is gonna be a lot of explaining to do. I start to get ready and once I'm finished I get in my car and start to head to Rydel's. I decided not to bring Colt and Vinny because I didn't need a fight to happen in case Ross was gonna be there. Soon enough I was there and so was Ross's car. I've been thinking about putting the baby up for adoption bc I don't want him/her in this type of life style at the moment it's just not the right time. I walked to the door and went inside.

Rydel: Hey Kay!

Kayla: Hey....

Rydel: So ho.....

Ross: We need to talk!

Kayla: I don't want to talk Ross there is nothing to talk about!

I walked away but I then feel my arm get pulled into a room.

Kayla: Ross I said I...

Ross: It's not just me and you anymore we have a baby coming into our lives we have to fix whatever is going on with us before....

Kayla: I'm thinking about adoption!

Ross: Wh- what?

Kayla: I want to....

Ross: No I heard you! What the fuck Kay why.

Kayla: Because I don't want this baby!

It was silent for a little bit and I felt a tear slid down the side of my face. I look over at him and he looked upset as well.

Ross: I-

Kayla: We aren't together and this baby doesn't need a terrible mother and father......who can't help the fact......that they want each other so bad but.....then hurt each other in the end.

Ross: Kay....

Kayla: I think I need to go....

Ross: Please Kay don...

Kayla: goodbye Ross.

I left the room and everyone was outside of the door looking at me. Which means they heard everything that just happened. Fuck me! I'm still in tears and just a mess. I look at mom and Rydel who both also look upset. I start walking to the door.

Rydel: Kay!

I just ignored her and left. I started feeling really weird and I started cramping which wasn't a good sign. I called Vinny:

Vinny: Hello!

Kayla: Vinny meet me at the hospital.

Vinny: Kay what happened? What's wrong?

Kayla: Just meet me there something is wrong with the baby I think.

Vinny: Okay we are coming.

We got off the phone and I got to the hospital. I was then in a room waiting for my OBGYN but I feel my self start to pass out. I hear the nurses come in to try and help me and then I say my OBGYN before my eyes completely shut. Why is this happening. I don't need this!

Vinny's POV:

I went to her Room and she was fine but next thing I know she passed out and blood everywhere. She was losing the baby. I rush out the room to grab the nurse and she told me to wait outside. She has been through hell, but I need to call Ross. He needs to know.

Ross: What Vinny.

Vinny: it's Kayla Ross you need to get to the hospital.

Ross: What happened?

Vinny: I....I think she is losing the baby.

And with that he hung up.

Ross's POV:

Rydel: Ross what's wrong what happened?

Ross: Kayla's in the hospital. I gotta go!

Mom: Ross relax what happened?

Ross: Vinny think's she is losing the baby.

Everyone got out of the house and we rushed to the hospital. I got there and saw Vinny and he looked really upset.

Ross: What? What happened?

Vinny: I'm so sorry...

Before he could finish I ran to the room. I saw her laying their helplessly.

Vinny: She lost the baby Ross....it's over.

Ross: Thx for calling Vinny.

Kayla's POV:

I heard voices and I started to open my eyes. I saw everyone here and they all looked so upset.

Kayla: What happened?

I was so lost of what happened.

Vinny: Kay do you remember anything?

Kayla: No?

Vinny: You passed out and then their was....blood.. and-

Kayla: I lost the baby.

Vinny: Yeah. The doctor said you can go home tomorrow.

Kayla: Okay. Can I um be alone for a little while.

Everyone shook their heads. I put my head back and started to cry non stop. I feel arms wrap around me and I know it's Ross's but I was too upset to care.

Ross: Shhh it's okay everything will be fine.

Kayla: Thx Ross. I'm sorry this all happened.

Ross: it's not your fault Kay.

I feel asleep for a couple of hours and Ross didn't leave my side. The question is what am I gonna do now.