- Oh God. – I shout and run at her
I hug her so thigh and ask – what happened, tell me.
She doesn’t talk for few seconds, and then she speaks up.
- On the news… they told my parents killed themselves because of me. – she cries even harder
It’s our fucking fault, we did that. I kiss her cheek, and she stops crying.
- I’m so sorry. – I whisper to her ear
- It’s okay, they didn’t even care for me, I don’t care anymore. – she wipes tears off her eyes
Guys come in and she explains them everything, this time with little smile on her face, she tried to cover her face.
Ellie’s POV
I can’t explain how do I feel. For one moment I feel a shame because I’m crying in front of them, and for other I want to kill myself so badly. We were quiet for some moments, and then Austin spoke up.
- How do you feel? – he sits next to me
I look at him with wet eyes and I see that he really cares. I have no words, I hug him and cry onto his shoulder. He hugs me harder and I just cry on his shoulder. Guys are looking at us and Austin pulls me closer and I stop crying.
- What do I do now? I’m an orphan now, I have no family. – I put hands on my face and cry, this time not that hard
- I have no idea now, we’ll make something, don’t worry. – Tony touches my shoulder
I smile to him. Austin decides that he should leave and if we need any help, he’s there. I nod as he leaves.
- I just need sleep. – I say quietly
They nod and I go to my bed. Well, it’s not my bed, Tony and I are sharing it. However, I lay down and try to close my eyes. No, I can’t do this. I sob and Vic comes and sits next to me.
- Hi. – I wipe my tears
- You don’t have to, crying is okay. – he says
I nod and get out the bed. I walk into the kitchen and sit next to Mike.
- I have an idea. – Jaime walks in
- Tell me, please. – I almost yell
- But it’s stupid
I don’t care, you have to tell me!!! says my look, you can actually read it by my face.
- Okay… what if you go to the adoption centre, and we adopt you, so you’ll officially have a family who loves you? – he says and blush
They all look at him and smile, they thought idea is great.
- Jaime, you fucking genius! – I yell and jump into his hug
He hugs me and smiles.
- Okay… I should tell them I ran away from my house and my parents thought I was kidnapped and they killed themselves? I don’t know. – I mumble
They nod.
- Should we go now? – Mike asks
- Yes… I guess. – I say