The Kindest of Kisses Break the Hardest of Hearts [CAMREN]

Chapter 8

Chapter 8

Camila's POV

"Should we wake her?" I yawned staring at Dinah whose snores seemed to be getting louder by the minute which made it hard to hear any outside noises. "What's taking them so long?" Normani said pacing back and forth "Dinah" I softly called ignoring Normani and getting up off the bed I was sitting on to walk over to the side of her "Dinah wake up" I gently tapped her shoulder. Dinah was sprawled out across the bed like Leonardo Da Vinci's vitruvian man fuck sakes I nudged her shoulder "Din-" "shhhh" Normani interrupted holding up her hand "footsteps" she whispered running over to the door as Dinah grunted in her sleep. "It's probably Ally and Lauren" I said as she positioned herself behind the door so that if someone were to open it she wouldn't be in view "Mila come here" Normani alarmingly demanded motioning me over to her with her hand. I made my way over thinking how ridiculous it was, if it was someone other than Lauren and Ally all they would have to do is look at the window to see our reflections. The door opened just as I reached Normani who grabbed my arm pulling me against her "err, hello?" I felt Mani exhale a breath she had been holding as the figures of Lauren and Ally walked into the room "anyone ho- what the fuck are you guys doing?" Lauren smirked spinning her body around to face us "what does it look like we're fucking doing!" Normani snapped from behind before walking to her bed "what happened?" I asked Ally who's shoulders were shaking as she silently laughed "what would you have done if it wasn't us?" she grinned fucking hell I rolled my eyes pushing the door closed with my palm as they cracked up in hysterics.

"It was the boys" Lauren finally said grabbing a sweater from her suitcase "apparently they had found a key to open the other rooms" Ally said disinterested "they unlocked all of the doors and started banging on the walls to get a reaction out of us" she walked over to her bed "right" Normani stood abruptly stopping Ally in her tracks "take me to them now" she growled dangerously. I chuckled at the various images of Normani giving the boys a beating as they left, I wasn't angry with them, how could I be? Seeing the look on Normani's face when she woke me was priceless. Shit, my eyes widened in realisation as I turned to face Lauren who was climbing back into bed she was holding me when I was woken . "I um, I'm going to use the" I mumbled pointing at the ensuite door hurriedly making my way to privacy.

She's just another girl I turned the tap on letting the cold water pierce my hands to distract myself from remembering how wonderful it felt being in Laurens's arms.

You're never going to see her again anyway I leant my face down closer to the tap let it go splashing water on my face let it go before you screw everything up I turned the tap off and grabbed the hand towel.

Stepping back into the room I saw Dinah still sleeping and Lauren laying down with her back facing me please be asleep I closed my eyes for a moment, every inch of me hoping that she was asleep so that she wouldn't be offended or hurt with what I was about to do. With one last sigh I walked past Dinah and Lauren and around to where my suitcase was, I grabbed my phone pulling it out of the charger being careful not to glance in Lauren's direction, and then headed back towards Dinah's bed pulling the covers back and climbing in. This is safer I unlocked my phone squinting as the light hit my eyes there's no complications this way pressing the button to open my last text from Demi.

D: I'm upset, guess that means we need to talk about where we both are with this then? x

I hadn't replied to it yet, what was I supposed to say? I don't want to hurt her, its not that I don't love her it's just that I'm not in love with her. I re-read the message four times before making my decision and getting out of the bed, I want this right now I told myself silently, walking over to the other bed "hey" I leaned down and whispered in Lauren's ear "move over" she did so without saying a word allowing me to climb back in beside her. "It's alright if you don't wanna sleep in here" She sleepily mumbled rolling over on her back "shut up and hold me" I softly said rolling over to face away from her. It felt like forever that we were both lying there not moving an inch, if it wasn't for her breathing I would have thought she'd left.