Step Daddy Keith | 18+

Not like you

Closing our eyes it didn't take long before we both fell into a deep sleep, something that didn't come so easily ever since we started sleeping in different beds.
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I woke up from such a good sleep I didn't actually feel like waking up. But then I realized Keith was snuggled in bed with me, he had an iron grip around me. He looked so comfortable, so at ease and I was happy he was finally getting some rest. Mick had told me he hardly slept anymore.

Trying not to wake him I tried moving his arms off but he wouldn't budge. The more movement I made he only groaned in his sleep pulling me more into him. The closeness did feel good, I missed his embrace and even though my heart ached me to stay I needed to get out preferably before he woke up.

The other part of me didn't feel right about this, he couldn't just get away with what he did like nothing happened. Then he'll go right ahead and do it again since I forgave him so easily the first time. The damage was done and it hurt just like the time it did when I found out, the image of him with another was still burned into my memory.

I tried getting out of bed again but he only shifted a little leaving me no room to get off. I finally pulled away, pulling his arm off me but it caused him to wake up.

"What are you doing?" He sat up rapidly once his sleepy eyes noticed me get off the bed.

"I should be getting back to my room now." I replied looking for my shoes.

"What are you talking about this is your room." His voice filled with panic as he rushed to my side.

"Don't tell me you're going back after last night?" His disappointment was visible as he frowned down at me.

"Keith I'm still not ready." I looked down at the ground, avoiding the pained look on his face.

"More time!" He exclaimed.

"More time, how much time do you need for me to tell you you're the one I want please stay by my side." He pleaded, taking his finger under my chin and lifted my head so I'd look into his eyes.

"Instead of telling me why don't you show me." I spoke leaving him silent, with a sigh I turned my head away from his touch.

"Alright." He muttered with a small nod.

"If that's what you want." His voice was low and raspy.

"Then I'll just have to win you back, I get it I broke your trust and for that I'm truly sorry I hope you can forgive me soon." He forced a hint of a smile that pained my chest.

"I'll see you around." Then I left because if I stayed any longer I would change my mind. It wasn't that early so by the time I found Tommy he was about to head out with Kelso.

"Feeling better doll?" Kelso asked when he saw me enter the room and that's when the tears started rolling again.

"Dude." Tommy whined looking annoyed with Kelso. I reached for him and he immediately held me close.

"I'm sorry I didn't mean to make you upset." He whispered in my ear, rubbing my back soothingly.

"It's not your fault it just hurt to walk away from him." I cried on his chest.

"I know it'll get better soon." He rocked us side to side.

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Tonight was no different from the rest, same old same old. We were at a different club in another city after the bands played in a different venue.

I had decided to go out and socialize with everyone. I could feel jealousy cursing through my veins when women would hang around Keith and try to win his attention over. He would push them away uninterested, gazing over at me from time to time making intense eye contact. Nothing would get him off my mind but I needed more time, just a little more.

I looked over across at Tommy and the rest, they had huge smiles on their faces as they laughed without a care in the world. They looked so at ease having to worry about nothing, so at bliss, so high.

I wanted to have a taste of what they were on. What it felt like to feel so free of pain and misery. I looked down at the tray of white lines in front of them. Without thinking my hand gravitated towards the tray, my finger was about to barely come in contact with the white substance when a hand wrapped around my small wrist with a tight grip, stopping me before my finger could.

"I don't think you want to do that." It was Bill who had stopped me. Releasing a shuddered breathe I excused myself, grabbing my coat on the way and headed outside in a hurry. I didn't know where I was going but I let my legs take me wherever they went.

I pulled out Tommy's pack of cigarettes and lit one up, it was only a cigarette, one won't hurt. I took in the intoxicating smoke then exhaled it into the cold night air. The cigarette didn't help as it only reminded me of Keith. Before I knew it, I had made it all the way back to the hotel on my own. In a hazy daze I opened a bottle of wine and drank straight from it.

The addicting sweetness of the alcohol had me carving more. I got rid of my coat and heels and played soft music in the background. Sitting down on the floor resting on the couch, I lit another cigarette. And when a tear drop landed on my arm is when I noticed the tears were still escaping through my lashes. I was busy drowning in the wine to hear that someone had walked in. It was Charlie who had come into the hotel room.

"There you are, we've all been worried sick looking everywhere for you." He let out a sigh of relief sitting down.

"You just got up and left, Tommy is freaking out and Keith is just-." I wasn't really taking in what he said as my mouth spoke on its own.

"Why can't every man be more like you Charlie?" I asked placing the bottle of wine on the coffee table before pausing.

"You wouldn't do such a thing to the love of your life, the mother of your child." My voice cracked and my eyes started to fill with tears once again like they have hundreds of times just this week.

"Not when you're far away for a long time, or even when she's just two rooms down the hall." I broke down crying as I said the last thought out loud. Charlie's eyes had soften as he pulled me up for a comforting hug I was in much need of.

"There there sweet girl." He muttered softly stroking my hair.

"This all started when he got angry with me only because of a miss understanding that I don't want to have his children, but I do I really do just not now." I did my best to explain through my sobs and gasps for air.

"Oh he's definitely hearing from me when I see him, don't cry sweetheart." He rocked us side to side softly trying his best to soothe me as he held me in his arms, and I appreciated it very much. This is the most affection I've gotten from Charlie since I met him.

Either way I was glad I had a friend with me than to go through this on my own.

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