Intro About Tough

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Nobody likes you
Kill yourself
Get a life

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Hi, I'm Alexa, I'm 17. I have blue-ish green eyes and dirty blonde hair that falls mid-way.
Let's just say I hate my life and I hate myself. I have one friend and my life is a living hell. I come home everyday with new bruises. I'm bullied Verbally and Physically. I have depression and anxiety.

I cry, I cut, I sob, I'm broken. I have trouble trusting people. I often push people away who possible care for me. I do this because I know one day that I will get hurt. They will scar me and leave me there barely hanging on by a thread. I don't think anything could make me feel better. My step dad hates me and he is addicted to drugs and alcohol. Most of the time he abuses me. My mom is always working so I am usually alone. I can't wait to graduate high school and get out of hell ohh wait I mean school I always get those two mixed up. Nobody ever understands me, except for my best friend Ashley. If it wasn't for her I wouldn't be here right now because I have always tried to commit suicide several times but Ashley always catches me but I hate pity and that's why nobody knows about this except for her.
I do have other friends in my school so I am not a complete loner. My other friends are Jessica, Grace, Madison and Stef.
I play rep soccer but it's hard because when my coach yells at me I always cry and it shows weakness. My coach doesn't understand how hard it is for me

Anyways I'm weak.
And who knew that one boy could change that.
Cameron Dallas
He fixed me

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