Tough (Cameron Dallas Fan fiction)

CHAPTER FIVE

ALEXA'S POV

I was so nervous to speak to Cameron today.

He gave me butterflies and fireworks and I honestly loved it.

And I also hated it because I was scared of heartbreak and pain just like what happened with Nash.

Ever since then I haven't been myself.

I've been depressed and suicidal, never happy. Trusting issues.

I guess I deserve all of this though.

Maybe all these things they are saying are actually right.

I deserve the pain of cutting too.

Most importantly I don't deserve to be here.

And I defiantly don't deserve him. He doesn't know what he is falling for.

*Morning*

My eyes fluttered at the sound of my alarm clock.

I limped over to my closet debating on something to wear.

I finally chose a galaxy crew neck with black leggings and my galaxy vans.

I sprayed some of my Victoria secret on me and applied some makeup.

Thoughts rolled through my head.

Girls who don't need to wear makeup are lucky.

They think it makes them look better. And it does. But they don't need it like I do.

Nobody will see the pain the Bryan puts me through, not if I can help it.

I then realized I was starring at a wall.

I looked away.

I applied concealer, mascara, and eyeliner.

I'm not going to lie.

I wasn't that UGLY.

Whatever other people might see my differently.

I untangled my hair, ate an apple, then ran to the car.

Who knew school wouldn't be hell today?

A/N
Hello lovely readers
Sorry this chapter is so short
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💕Alicia💕