Tough (Cameron Dallas Fan fiction)

CHAPTER TEN

ALEXA'S POV

I woke up I was so confused. My head was spinning, and my arms were covered in bandages. Thank got they didn't see my scars on my arms thighs and stomach.Or else I would of been in deep shit.

I scanned the room.

I was alone and everything was dark.

I reached for the TV remote, but it hurt to move.

I groaned in pain and I laid back down.

I couldn't sleep. It was almost impossible. I was extremely tired, but my eyes were peeled open.

There was nothing to do other than to cuddle with Cameron.

For him to cradle me in his arms and say positive words into my ear.

But no. I pushed him away. I push everybody away who try to care for me and that's why I have no friends.

We weren't even dating, yet I over reacted. I shouldn't of been so mad.

Cameron didn't even get to explain himself.

Avery, your are so stupid and pathetic. You're nothing compared to Emily. You're a worthless piece of shit and nobody likes you. You should of killed yourself when you had the chance.

Negative thoughts kept flooding my mind.

Everything I told myself seem to be true.

I can't do this anymore.

I can't hold in my tears right now.

Sometimes you just need a good cry.

I started to sob loudly, head in my hands muffled screams escaped my lips.

The door opened, and there stood a worried look on Cameron's face.

"Oh thank God you're okay, I thought something happened", he said, turning around.

He was about to leave the room.

Alexa, don't be stupid. Don't let Prince Charming walk out on you that easily.

"Wait", I sniffled,

Stay.

He looked a bit drawn back by my words.

Cameron looked at the floor and sighed.

" Okay". He sat down in the chair next to me and went on his phone.

Yeah, he is definitely pissed at me.

I shrugged and scooted over in case he changed his mind.

I continued sobbing. I do this often, because you can just let out all your anger and disappointment that has built up inside of you.

Crying and cutting we're the only things that got me to last life.

I heard the bed tilt and I was wrapped in someone's arms.

"Shhh". I heard Cameron whisper in my ear and rocking me back and fourth.

He kissed my forehead,

"I got you, you're going to be alright", he whispered, cradling me in his arms.

And in that moment I knew I loved Cameron Dallas.

I knew I needed him, and he was the one. I was falling head over heels for him.

I calmed down instantly, burying my head into his neck.

He continued to rock us back and fourth, until I fell asleep in my arms.

I actually felt safe.

And maybe, even loved for once.

Hey everybody
Hope you liked Chapter ten
Sorry I didn't update in a while I have a very busy life.
I will try to update as much as I can.
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👯Alicia👯