Tough (Cameron Dallas Fan fiction)

CHAPTER NINE

ALEXA'S POV

Flashbacks of Cameron kissing that girl floated through my brain.

I was depressed and sad.

Am I dead? I questioned myself.

It hurts to open my eyes but I did. My head was killing. I examined my surrounding.

White walls, needles in my arm, ugly clothes, my mom, Cameron and his friends. All crying. I was in the hospital.

They should of let me die.

goddamnit.

SHES AWAKE! Shawn yelled coming over and hugging me.

Hi.....I croaked in is ear.

All of Cameron's friends hugged me and gave me flowers.

How sweet.

And the Cameron came up to me and I gave him a death glare.

I examined him. He was wearing a whit v-neck. His hair wasn't jelled and his eyes were blood shot.

I felt sorry he was crying over me.

But he snapped my heart.

I honestly don't blame him for doing that.

My worthless and hopeless. I don't deserve him. I will forgive him eventually I just need some time.

Hi, he whispered.

I didn't respond.

Shawn! I called he approached the side of my bed. Can you sing for me? I pleaded.

He nodded and started to strum.

All I am is a man,
I want the world, in my hands,
I hate the beach, but I stand,
In California with the toes in the sand,
Use the sleeves of my sweater,
Let's have an adventure,
Head in the clouds, but my gravity's is centered,
Touch my neck,
And I'll touch yours,
You in those little high waisted shorts,oh,
She knows what I think about,
And I what think about,
One love, 2 months, 1 love, 1 house,
No shirt, no blouse, just us you find out,
Nothing that I wouldn't wanna to tell you bout, nooo,
Cause it's to c-o-o-old for you here,

The doctor walked into the room with my mother.

My mother, I knew she was disappointed in me. And that hurt.

Hello Alexa, nice to see you finally woke up.

How are you feeling? The doctor asked, clutching his clipboard.

Terrible. I sighed, rubbing my head.

The doctor nodded. And jotted down everything I said on the clipboard.

We're going to keep you here for another week, Also your mom is going to set you up with a therapist to get better.

I'll be back in half an hour with your antibiotics , he flashed me a sympathetic smile, and exited the room.

Aaalleexxaa, Cameron Wined, you can't ignore me forever.

I was there to save you. And you still hate me. I shot him a glare.

None of this would of happened if you didn't lie to me.

And I actually wish you would of let me die. I mumbled.

I got the message I wasn't looking for company, and left me alone.

Hey, guys, can all of you exit the room I want to talk to my daughter. mom sighed.

Everyone nodded and left the room.

Sweetie, I'm sorry. I was so blind, and I'm a terrible mom. I promise, I will do whatever I can do to be there for you. I brought Ashley with me to see you. She said trying to smile, but tears flooded her eyes.

It's okay mom, you really didn't know. I just can't do this anymore, I can't go to school. I'm sick of being treated like shit. I just...... cant. I sobbed.

I get it honey, I am signing you up for online schooling and getting you a therapist.

You'll be spending most of the day there.

I'm going to let you and Ashley have a moment, mom embraced me in a hug and sent Ashley in my room.

Ashley, How I missed her.

'HEY BAE!!!' She yelled as she tackled me in a hug.

Me and Ashley talked for a while until everything went black.

A/N
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💦Alicia💦