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"jealous"
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"I can see all of your hickeys!" Jessica babbled as she pointed out my neck.
"Shit, do you have foundation or concealer at least?" I asked, astonished that the coverage was gone. It must be because of the the heat and sweat.
"No, the teachers won't mind it. They never do." She said which was kind of true. The teachers here were kind of weird— they just wanted to get over with school and go home. Just like the students.
"Thanks for letting me know." I thanked with my hand holding on neck to cover at least some of the hickeys.
"No problem." She grinned. I could tell she was intrigued by my hickeys.
"Also did you know the Cullens are back?!" She exclaimed with so much excitement. I could tell her gossip mode was on and I definitely wasn't in the mood to deal with it.
"Yes I saw them. I need to go, I'll see you at lunch." I waved to her before leaving.
I began walking to bathroom to see how my neck looked. There were hickeys almost everywhere. This was embarrassing, especially since I had to go to lunch like this. I would gain attention because you couldn't see a sophomore with hickeys covering her whole neck everyday. I couldn't possibly say it was due to hair straightener, who would burn their neck god knows how many times. That would make the situation even worse because people would think I tried to hide them.
As I was thinking to myself I noticed two people enter the bathroom. I looked at my reflection on the mirror and saw Rosalie and Alice.
"Hey," Alice said as she looked at me with a small smile on her face. "Here I have concealer and foundation to cover them up." She said as she handed me makeup.
"No, I'm good." I said with an expressionless face and started walking out of the bathroom.
"Zara wait!" Rosalie yelled.
"We don't know each other, do we?" I asked with a forced smile I would give any other stranger. Before she could replied I turned around and walked to cafeteria again.
I was being a bitch but I couldn't care less. They pretended like we didn't know each other when they left so I thought there was nothing wrong with giving them the same energy when they came back, acting like nothing happened.
It was hard for me to trust people and I had trusted them. They broke their promises and left me. I had tried calling them, messaging them, going to their house— everything. I tried everything but in the end, they still left me and ignored me. My depression was back along with my anxiety and I couldn't find a good therapist or friend who I could tell all of my problems. They were not there for me when I needed them the most. Instead, they made everything even more difficult for me.
I wasn't going to forgive them after they just appeared again out of nowhere— no. Just when things were getting better for me after a long time. I couldn't just tell them to go back, but I could avoid them. Ignore them, pretend like I didn't know them and stay away from them.
During lunch I sat with Jessica, Angela and the others. Angela had asked a multiple questions about my hickeys but nothing that made me feel uncomfortable. Plus I trusted her. I was biting into my fries when I noticed the Cullens were entering the cafeteria. When I made I contact with Rosalie and Alice, my eyes held nothing but loath. Their expression were hard to read.
Edward walked into the Cafeteria after the rest of the Cullens and I could feel him staring at my back. I turned to him and felt his gaze drop to my neck, staring— glaring I should say, to my hickeys. I had an unbothered look on my face because he has no right to be mad at me when he left me for my "best friend".
Throughout the lunch I could feel Edwards's eyes on me but I chose to ignore his angry gaze. Once lunch was over I began walking to my biology class. I felt someone grab my wrist, I looked behind me to see Edward Cullen.
"What are you doing let go of my wrist." I yelled at the bronze haired vampire only to be ignored— completely. He dragged me to the janitor's closet.
"What are these?" He asked pointing out my hickeys, expressionless.
"Hickeys." I answered as a matter-of-factly.
"How did you get them?" He asked, his expression was now a little angry but it didn't scare me or hurt my feelings like it used to. I didn't give a shit about his anger.
"Hmm, let me think. First, you need someone to kiss your neck. But you usually need to kiss for a bit first. Then they need to suck, lic-" Before I could continue Edward cut me off with a growl.
"Who was it?" He asked, irritated.
"Well that's none of your business now is it?" I asked, tauntingly.
"Alex right?" He asked again.
"No." I answered rolling my eyes.
"Who then?!" He growled at me.
"Someone your kind." I smirked, leaving an astonished Edward behind me.
A/N: Hey, I'm leaving tomorrow night and honestly I'm excited. I love plane rides, they have so many things to watch on their tv. Comment your opinions. Love you all <3
