DREAM SMP ONESHOTS

Nightmare

Category: Dream Angst

TW: Death and blood and slight panic attack

Dream's POV

Foolish and I shared a room. And with Foolish being older than me, he'd have his friends over until an odd godly time. Therefore, leaving me to go sleep in our parents room.

I've always hated sleeping there. I was already having a bad day and him forcing me to sleep in the room, pissed me off that it brought tears to my eyes.

During the pandemic, Face to face classes weren't allowed yet so we had online classes and I went to an online school in another country that was 5 hours ahead. It was about 10 pm and I was trying to block out Foolish's pleas for me to go transfer to the other room because I had school in 2 am.

But yet, here I was at 10:25 pm, wide awake with my father blasting movies in the TV and tears secretly falling out of my eyes.

Bad memories. I don't want to be here.

I brushed off that feeling of being sensitive and closed my eyes. It took me a while to actually fall asleep but eventually I drifted to dreamland.

//the dream//

Me, George, and Sapnap were in this medieval castle. Us and our family and other people were just chilling and talking until my mother told that Sapnap had to go.

"Why?" I asked but no one answered. Sapnap's family stayed in this building but Sapnap, Tommy, Ranboo, Skeppy, and Nikki were the only ones transferred to the other medieval building.

I had a bad feeling but I brushed it off. Me and George continued our talk and hours later like about a morning hour, we heard screams and bombing and I was worried.

I cried thinking about Sapnap and the others that might be hurt from the noises and chaos going outside. The adults were stopping us from going outside but they were worried as well. 

It took hours for it to stop and I held George while the floor rumbled and we heard screams outside.

Everything stopped, finally. The adults immediately opening the doors to see what happened and then we heard screams and cries coming from them. George pushed me off and ran outside and immediately staring with tears in his eyes and his mouth covered with his hands.

I was getting anxious the more steps I took but as soon as I felt the morning gloomy light outside... I saw blood. Bodies laying right at the door and I saw Sapnap's bloody face, lying lifeless next to other bodies. Tommy was the only one that was recognizable other than Sapnap.

I felt my heart dropped. It was like a hit to the head and I couldn't stand up but I didn't feel sick. I feel myself screaming but I couldn't hear anything. I looked over to George who was inspecting every inch of that building.

I felt the gravel on my knees, I felt hot and suffocating but no tears fell.

//end of dream//

And I woke up. My breath hitched and I couldn't seem to breathe. My hands grasping onto the bedsheets. 

My mother asleep and my father still awake. The memory of the dream repeating and repeating again and I see his lifeless body. I turned to check the clock, hoping it was 2 am to avoid going back to sleep but to my bad luck, it was still 12 am.

I slept for only about 2 hours? I regained my breath again and I couldn't stop shaking and fidgeting.

I needed to text Sapnap to check if he was alive and well.

But I couldn't do that.

My father would kill me if he found out I was still awake.

I brushed off the feeling again and told myself it was just a dream. 

Before I knew it, the room was dark and I hear my father snoring. I still laid on the bed looking at the ceiling not able to shake off the anxiety and not being able to move.

Text Sapnap

Text Sapnap

Text Sapnap

Text Sapnap

Text Sapnap

Text Sapnap

My head repeating on my head and my head was pounding. Everything was getting too loud.

I then remembered.... Since I was a child... I've always been rather emotionless thinking about the deaths of my loved ones but this proved so much.

As a child as well, I've always had bad dreams of Foolish dying. Every night. If it weren't him, it would be me.

It wen't to the point death meant nothing to me.

And now, here I am.

Feeling dizzy the more and more I feel myself holding my breath.

Patiently waiting for the time to be able to text Sapnap.

I eventually fell asleep still feeling the anxiety but I brushed it off again.

I know that he's okay.

Hopefully...

//end//

Welp. I had to get this out of my system. This was a dream I got last night but with me and my best friends. 

But my anxiety cleared once I saw her face when she entered a video call I was in with my other friend who was George in this story.

It took me a while to write it, to calm myself. The scene still repeats in my head and I have yet to tell my friends.

I hope you enjoyed!