𝐄𝐥𝐲𝐬𝐢𝐚𝐧 ‧ 𝐒𝐚𝐝𝐢𝐞 𝐒𝐢𝐧𝐤

Girls

SUMMARY: You're friends with Sadie, your mom helps on the set of Stranger Things S3 with costumes and makeup. Since the day you guys met, some things about you changed.

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I've been hiding for so long
These feelings, they're not gone
Can I tell anyone?

I've always found girls attractive, I thought it was because I'm one too, but it was something else, and I discovered it over time.
I actually found out that I like women a year after I met Sadie, because she's the one who made me fall in love. 

Only two people know about my sexuality. I have always been someone strong, almost no one has seen me cry, and the day I came out with my mother I cried believing that she was not going to accept me, but on the contrary, she has been a great support for me.
And Gaten, who is my best friend, and knows very well about my feelings for Sadie.

It's not that I don't trust others, but for some reason I don't have the guts to tell them.

Afraid of what they'll say
So I push them away
I'm acting so strange

Once Sadie, Gaten, his girlfriend Lizzy and my friend Greg had a sleepover at my place. Greg was trying to hit on Sadie and that was pissing me off. I don't blame him though, he doesn't know about my sexuality, therefore he doesn't know about my crush.

"You've been weird tonight" Said Sadie behind me, closing the sliding balcony door. "Well, you're weird"

"Should I feel offended or honored?" I replied jokingly when she stood next to me, resting her hands on the balcony

"Weird is cool, at least on you"

"Even so, I'm acting like every day" I shrugged focusing on something else other than her, I could feel her getting closer

"I think I know what's going on" She bumped her shoulder with mine making me look at her

"You do?" I said scared, was I so obvious?

I couldn't keep my eyes on her, her very presence caused the butterflies to flutter on my belly, and now more than she has suspicions about me.

"Yeah... You like Greg" What?

"What?" 

"I already declined his invitations to go out with him, he's free for you" She touched the tip of my nose

"What makes you think I have a crush on him?"

"Well, every time he was close to me, you got even closer. You sat between us while we watched the movie" I lowered my head ashamed. "Not to mention..."

Greg: Hey Sadie, I'm planning to have a barbecue so I was thinking—

Y/N: She's vegan, forget it

[...]

Greg: Sadie, what if we go to Six Flags next frid—

Y/N: Sorry, she's working that day

[...]

Greg: Wow, someone has the cutest smile in this room

Y/N: And someone is going to die if he doesn't shut his mouth and let me see the movie