Unfair

10

love galore - sza ft travis scott

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"I want to talk to you, cinnamon." He gave you that same recognisable sweet smile that you knew he'd only give when you both were alone. "Let me in." He puts his hand on the door and lightly pushes it, and without reluctance, you move back and allow him to walk into your apartment.

You stayed silent as you watched him walk into your apartment, his hands in his pockets as he analysed your apartment absentmindedly before turning to you by the front door.

"Why are you ignoring me?"

You felt slightly overpowered just by his presence, his slightly annoyed tone making you feel a little off-put, no room for irritation to build up within you.

"What do you mean?" You ask, your eyes looking everywhere but at him, you tried to let that anger build up in you, just like the way it turned into tears the entire night prior, but the way Satoru's presence dominated over you without trying left you feeling like you couldn't say all of the things you wanted to say.

"Are you angry at me?"

Your eyes shoot to him at those words. How could he ask such a stupid question? Of course you were angry. "You're with Olivia, Gojo. Why wouldn't I be angry?" You replied after a moment of silence, still standing at the door as you didn't want to reduce any distance between the two of you.

Sadly, Satoru had other plans. He stepped closer to you with his hands still in his pockets. "So?" He raised his eyebrows, eyes focused on you and you've never felt so uncomfortable.

"So?"

Is what repeated in your head as neither of you said anything, silence breeding between the both of you as you clenched your hands.

"So?"

Is what repeated in your head once more. How long is he going to keep this weird act up? How can he be like this? Why is he being like this? Why is he using you? 

"So?"

Is what you repeated back to him, confused at his answer. You were confused by the fact that he most likely felt that this was okay. He thought it was okay to use you.

"Why are you acting like this, ci-" Satoru stepped even closer to you now, reaching his hand up to stroke your cheek before it was swatted by your own hand, that anger returning back to it's rightful spot.

You didn't want to back down. You didn't want to let his dominance overwhelm your anger, nor did you want him to make you forget the reason why you let him in in the first place.

"So, you don't care about Olivia?" Your voice slightly cracks, a tear running down your face as you mentioned her name.

"Why are you talking about her?" His voice completely switched from his slightly annoyed tone to it being full of concern, he was acting as if Olivia doesn't exist, grabbing your hand to hold it in his.

"She's your girlfriend, Gojo!" You raised your voice, pulling your hand away and wiping your tears before more could run down your face. You hated that you were such a crybaby, crying at any given moment.