Unfair

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Since the last time you went to Nobara's house you were annoyed and totally bothered by Sukuna's words. To be talked to like that felt so degrading to you, the way he questioned you as if you both were comfortable enough to have such conversations pissed you off even more. How could he have the audacity to do this to you?

Why do people expect you to have low standards? Whether you did have sex with Geto or not was nobody's business. The fact that every action with a male you had led to something sexual pissed you off, you hated it. Since then you couldn't stop thinking about how you were evidently being hyper-sexualised by the men you were interested in, you felt like you weren't even seen as a human being but rather a vessel for sexual pleasure. You hated it.

His words reminded you of Olivia, when the both of you were in the bathroom at Gojo's birthday party, her disappointed reaction kept replaying in your head - you didn't expect that from her.

"Did you fuck Sukuna?"

"Did you have sex with Geto?"

You couldn't stop thinking about it, and the more you did, the more you thought about how it was Olivia's words who bothered you more than Sukuna's. You'd like to blame her recent behaviour towards you on stress or whatever but she's your best friend. Is she really treating you right?

After you left Nobara's house yesterday you received countless texts from her asking what happened and so you finally spoke to her on call throughout the day, explaining to her what exactly happened when you were left alone with Sukuna.

"What the actual fuck." She was speechless, and you couldn't stop sighing because although the story was short, it replayed in your head so long it could be a movie. "I shouldn't have left you alone with him, oh my gosh." She said, as if thinking aloud. "It's okay, for real. I didn't even see it coming. He was so much nicer to me when i met him before." You said, fidgeting with your hand as you spoke with her over the phone.

"I guess. I'm not surprised though, Itadori told me that he can be an outright dick even when he tries not to be."

"They seriously cannot be twins."

"It's weird 'cause they are and they're.."

"Total opposites." You and Nobara say this at the same time, at that you nod your head.

"You know what, I have a theory." Nobara speaks up now. "What?"

"He wants you."

"No." You say shaking your head, the thought of him having any sort of interest in you pissed you off even more than it did before. "Yes." She agreed with herself, and on the other line she was mumbling to herself as if trying to organise her theory into a clear hypothesis. "I don't know what it is, but it has to do with jealousy." Nobara response had you thinking, did that even make sense.

"That just doesn't make sense, what is there to be jealous of?"

"I don't know."

"Ugh, you know what. I just dont want to talk about this anymore."

You and Nobara stayed on call to each other for the rest of the day that Thursday, and she told you all sorts of things, like how she was so excited for your date tomorrow.