EYE-CATCHER

Chapter 11: She's mine

(Y/N)'s POV

I'm here in my bed, fully annoyed by the situation itself. I just find it so unfair that I don't have any idea on what's going on anymore. I felt like I was a puppet who can't move without others manipulating me. I'm so over following orders not knowing what the purpose really is.
'Why do I have to be different? Why am I stucked in this place with people I'm not sure if I really know... Or if I'm related to...'

I somewhat know I was over-thinking at times but I couldn't just wait here doing nothing. 'They didn't trust me that's why they're not telling me everything I need to know. How sad...'

"Ugh! I'm gonna go crazy if I stay here any longer..." I grabbed my uber cute notepad and write something on it. I stick it on my study table for them to see quickly. Then I grabbed my backpack and put my favorite clothes in it. Lastly, I opened my window as wide as it can and jumped outside. I made a sudden noise but I'm not surprised nobody heard of it. It wasn't that dark... Thanks to the moonlight.

I ran as fast as I could that I don't even know where I was heading. I stopped as I see someone familiar.

"Ichigo... Shiro-chan..?" I muttered. They both seems serious so I didn't bother calling for their attention. I just hid beneath a post and watched the two giving blank stares persistently. They aren't saying anything.

I thought it would be better if I just go and give them some privacy but as I was about to go, I heard Ichigo scold shiro-chan.

"How could you be so selfish!?! Just because you truly love her doesn't change the fact that as a shinigami, a captain perhaps, you're not allowed to! You know how things will end up when you continue this mess... You'll both suffer!" Ichigo exclaimed with his fists closed.

Shiro-chan didn't say anything in return. He just looked down with his hair covering his eyes. I noticed the atmosphere changed as Ichigo suddenly looked pitiful for him now. I wonder why so I took a longer look at Shiro-chan. When I became aware of the situation, I felt like a lightning struck me straight to my heart... 'He was crying... My shiro-chan is crying...'

I can see his trying his best not to, but he can't stop his tears from shedding. He wanna say something to Ichigo but his convulsive gasps stops him. He's sobbing really hard and I hate how I can clearly hear it from here.

'It's my fault... I am the one who is selfish... I am the one who should feel this pain, not him... Why does it have to be like this? If only I am a shinigami... if only I am...'

I was crying really hard but I'm trying not to be heard. Tears keeps falling off my face as Shiro-chan keeps on weeping. I wanna cover my ears so that I won't hear him, but my hands are occupied since I'm covering my mouth to stay silent. 'Somebody... Please... Just kill me real quick...'