for them //dreamnotnap

ch 19

written- 07/05/21

Narrator-

A week later and school had started, George had gotten up and changed after a while of procrastinating going. He showered and slipped into a light pink dress with a white cardigan and white frilly socks along with white airforces. He applied his usual makeup before going downstairs to see his family.

"You sure you wanna go in today?" Phil asked, knowing that George had been non stop crying all week. "Yeh ill be fine." He said, silently eating his cheerios. After they had finished eating, they headed to school. George spotted niki and fundy and walked up to them. "Hey guys" He said, forcing Himself to smile. "Hi are you okay we heared about your break up." They said, clearly stepping on eggshells around The boy. He flashed another smile. "Yeh im fine." he said as the headed to the courtyard. People were gathering around and they went to see what all of the fuss was about. They pushed passed people until we could see.

Georges pov-

And there they were. Dream and sapnap, both making out with some girls from the popular group. Fundy tapped me on the shoulder. "You sure your okay dude?" He asked. "Yeh why wouldn't I be. There moving on, good for them." I smiled. Dream and sapnap pulled away from the girls and looked into the crowed, quickly spotting me. I sent them a smile before moving back to Niki and her group. We all talked for a bit until the bell rung. I had English meaning I had to sit next to dream and sapnap. I walked into the class, sitting in-between the two boys and pulling my books out.

The silence between us was awkward and uncomfortable. no one said a word for the entire class. The clock seemed to move slower as if time was going against us. Finally The class ended. I hurried out of the room to my next class and suffered for the entire day until last period came around. I had this class sitting next to sapnap. Luckily quackity was there so I talked to him the whole lesson, occasionally glancing to sapnap. After an hour passed, the bell rang. I said goodbye to quackity and left to find tommy and techno so we could walk home together.

After some time, I found them. They rushed up to me, asking if I was okay."I'm fine guys. there moving on and im happy for them." I said, lying straight through my teeth. they nodded and we walked home. I ran up to my room, immediately breaking down crying. I wasn't happy they were moving on. I hated myself for breaking up with them. It was stupid and selfish of me. I cried for hours like I had been since the day I broke up with them. I couldn't help but wonder if the girls they were with were better than me. Better at being their partners, better at loving, better at expressing themselves, better in bed. I cried harder, playing deja vu by Olivia Rodrigo on my speakers. I cried until I couldn't anymore, not being able to let anymore tears free. I then collapsed in my bed, falling asleep shortly after, forgetting about all my worries for the small amount of time that I could.

the next morning, I walked into school, a white tennis skirt with a pastel orange collard jumper along with a pear of quarter length white socks and white vans. I headed to cheer first as we had training for the game on Friday. I put on my uniform, going out to meet the girls on the field. I saw two new girls who I recognised as the girls who dream and sapnap were with. I walked over to coach to ask about them. She had told me that as team captain I would decide if they were good enough for the team but coach would give the final decision. I nodded and walked over to greet them.

"Hi" I smiled, shaking each of their hands. "Hey" They said, chewing their gum obnoxiously. I cringed but continued talking to them. "As team captain I will be assessing your skill today and feeding back to coach who will make the final decision on weather you get in the team or not." I explained. They nodded in response. "Did you guys learn the choreography that coach sent you guys?" I asked. "Nope we made our own." They giggled. I cringed again and nodded. "Okay if you come with me, me and coach will watch your performance." I explained, watching as they waved and blew kisses to the two boys on the bleachers as if they were fangirling over some boy band. I looked up to see sapnap and dream.

I sighed, turning and leading the girls to the area before climbing up the bleachers to sit next to coach. I started the music and watched as the girls tumbled around and not in the cheerleading type of way. They were messing up every bit of their choreography, tripping on each of their feet and not doing anything mildly impressive. It was clear to anyone that they had no experience. I looked to coach who gave me the same look back, both of us knowing they were not getting in. I jotted notes on my paper and showing them to coach. they read "I dont think their fit for cheer." Coach snickered, nodding her head. Once the whole thing was over, Coach told me to go tell them the news.

I walked down, approaching the two girls with the nicest smile I could give off. "Well did we get in?" They asked excitedly. "Our boyfriends really want us to cheer for them in the game on Friday there like totes in love with us." one of them said. I held back an eyeroll and continued smiling. "It was a good performance dont get me wrong but we just have some people who are a bit more advanced than you two It was a difficult decision but im really sorry but you didnt make it." I said, watching as they both broke down crying. "Im really sor-" I began, only to be cut of by a slap from both of them. "I bet you only didnt let us in cuz your jealous that dream and sapnap are with us now your so fucking obsessed with them." One screamed at me. I felt anger bubble in me at her words "It wasn't my decision if you have a problem you can talk it through with coach and dont you ever think for a second im jealous of some insecure asshole who needs a boyfriend to feel wanted." I snarled, picking up my pompoms from the bleachers and heading to the team to lead practice.