ANGST.
"you're here!" karl said, smiling and engulfing you in a hug.
you hugged him back and pulled away.
"im here just for you though." you said.
you didn't like parties, but you figured if karl was going, you'd go too.
karl wrapped his arm around your shoulder and led you to where his group of friends were.
you could barely hear him due to the loud music and the chatter among the drunk people
the smell of alcohol burned your nose a bit.
you were anxious to say the least.
he led you to the kitchen of the large house.
"look who's here!" karl said with so much excitement
you exchanged greetings with quackity and george
they were the most likable out of the group.
"where's clay and sap?" karl asked
"i saw them playing beer pong with punz." george nodded.
typical.
"want anything to drink?" quackity turns to you, taking a sip from the soda in his red cup.
"i'm good for now but thank you," you say flashing a quick smile at him.
karl still had his arm wrapped around you, while talking to george and quackity.
you leaned your head on karl's shoulder, not really wanting to leave his side.
you felt something bump into you,
you lifted your head up and saw clay and sap entering the kitchen.
you're guessing it was clay who forcefully bumped into you.
clay smirked while taking a sip from his beer, making eye contact with you, and looking away.
whats his problem?
you examined him a little more.
his cuffed jeans and his black hoodie.
the most bland outfit but he somehow makes it look so hot.
he was leaning on the counter, talking to quackity, making his jawline visible
maybe if he wasn't such a dick, he'd be cute..
the whole group stayed in the kitchen most of the time.
sapnap and quackity challenged each other to see who would pick up the most girls,
george and karl were rambling about god knows what, and dream stood there, looking at you occasionally.
"i'm gonna go get something to drink, you guys want anything?" karl said, letting go of you.
you shook your head and george nodded.
"i'll come with!" george said, following karl.
fucking great.
"so how's your boyfriend karl?" clay asks, chuckling a bit
you felt yourself getting annoyed.
"we're not even dating?" you say, rolling your eyes.
"thats great, i always knew karl could do so much better." clay said, taking a sip of his beer.
"the fuck did i do to you?" you ask, wanting to punch the stupid smile off his face
you guys were great friends last year, and that all changed when karl got closer with you.
you both grew closer in such a short time and you both became best friends, leaving clay to grow apart from you.
clay, at the time, had feelings for you, and you did too.
he thought you had different intentions with karl, and dropped you completely.
"you did everything wrong." clay said, sending you a fake smile
you understood why he was mad, but that's no excuse for him to treat you like this.
"i tried to talk to you again but you just end up ignoring me." you said, glaring at him.
"it's more than that y/n. god, you're still fucking stupid huh?" clay said, fixing his posture, standing up straight.
"but that's what i don't understand clay, you won't talk to me, so obviously i wouldn't know." you said, getting a little impatient.
"it's too much to get through your thick skull y/n." clay said sighing
"no tell me, now is the perfect time for it. go on." you said getting a little closer to him.
"you wouldn't fucking understand!" clay yelled
it was barely heard over the loud music, but you felt yourself get a little intimidated.
he stood a little closer to you.
you felt your face heat up
don't cry don't cry don't cry
clays face softened as he saw how quiet you got.
you made contact with his eyes and stood closer to him.
"tell me." you said.
you weren't going to let him just leave this unexplained, because after this party, he would go back to ignoring you and pretending you don't even exist.
"i fucking liked you. you're the only person i cared for and you just left. you had me thinking that your feelings for me were a joke. i convinced myself to move on but that just turned into me hating you. i hated you. i didn't want to talk to you because it reminded me of what we had before. for fucks sake i still like you a lot." clay said aggressively.
"i hated you, i hated you for-," clay said, getting cut off by you.
you heard enough and it was hard to control these emotions.
you cupped his jaw and placed your hand on his neck,
he was taken aback by the sudden action, but went along and placed his hands on your lower back.
your lips hovered over his
your noses touching.
he had enough and brought his lips to yours.
he was desperate for you.
he's wanted this for the longest time, and this was the only way to shut him up about how much he hated you.
his warm lips went in sync with yours, bringing your body closer to his.
you pulled away and admired his facial features.
you've missed everything about him
he held you close and placed a kiss on your jaw
"i still hate you"
