requested by Naomy_is_bor3d luv u
in which your best friend, schlatt, says some things that he regrets.
you brought your fist and knocked the door three times with a nice rhyme.
schlatt always knew it was you when you knocked three times.
you heard footsteps and felt the door knob twist and turn.
and an exhausted schlatt opened the door.
his hair was all messy and he wore his baggy hoodie as well as pajama pants.
something was wrong.
"come in." he said dryly.
the tension wasn't nice either.
he would always run up and hug you when you would visit.
"you okay? you seem stressed" you asked concerned, walking to his living room.
"does it look like i'm okay? you're so stupid." he said mumbling the last part.
"what did i ever do to you?" you asked him.
he slammed the refrigerator door shut, causing you to shiver a bit.
you were afraid.
you've never seen him this angry before.
it was really hard to see him having a breakdown right now.
you loved him way more than a friend, and you wanted to be there to comfort him, but he obviously wasn't having none of it.
"j, please tell me what happened. i've known you since forever. you know you could tell me anything." you said, getting up from the couch to walk to the kitchen counters.
he was across from you and refused to talk.
his breathing was heavy and he avoided all eye contact.
"j, please." you said begging him to say something.
"god i hate you so fucking much." he said muttering under his breath.
you felt your heart drop to your stomach.
you looked down at the floor and felt your eyes become glossy.
your throat was in knots, threatening to make a noise, afraid of what hurtful things he could say next.
you walked to the front door, embarrassed you even showed up.
you slammed the door shut, and started your walk back to your place.
you felt your heart shatter even more just thinking about his words.
you couldn't even continue to walk.
your mind was racing too fast for you to even process.
you did absolutely nothing wrong.
at least that's what you thought.
you didn't even know how you were supposed to survive the night without crying.
you were still walking and looking up at the street lights that lit up the empty town.
you felt footsteps walk in the same direction behind you.
you were already shivering from the cold and now from the nerves
"you're an idiot to think that i would let you just walk out alone." schlatt mumbled
you turned around and felt somewhat relieved to find out that it was him
"why do you care now? don't you hate me? could've just let me walk alone. i was fine without you." you said wiping away your tears.
"i just don't want anything happening to you." he said
"god you're so fucking confusing." you said
"i don't hate you." he said speaking up
"then why would you ever think about saying it. we've known each other for god knows how long. what happened now? you've been so distant and dry. i tried helping you by always being there, but i get pushed off instead. did i do something wrong?" you said feeling tears threatening to spill again.
"i said that because i didn't want to believe i loved you.. more than just a friend." he said
you felt your heart beat faster now.
"wait-" you said immediately getting cut off.
"i hated that you were the only thing on my mind. you're my best friend and i didn't want to ruin anything we had. i know you probably don't feel the same, but i refused to believe it. i love you more than anyone. you know i suck at affection and feelings." schlatt spoke.
your heart started to flutter.
you looked down and smiled a little.
"i also love you... more than just a friend." you said
"are you serious? i've been such a dick to you. you know i don't deserve you." he said
"well you didn't lie. but i know you're absolute garbage at showing any emotion. and i get you were frustrated about everything. it's okay. i promise." you said
he engulfed you into the tightest hug.
he kissed your forehead
you felt your heart flutter once again.
"let's go home. ill take care of you." schlatt said
