𝟠𝕥𝕙 𝕞𝕖𝕞𝕓𝕖𝕣 𝕠𝕗 𝔹𝕋𝕊

Hate pt.4

You fell on your knees, staring blankly at your palms in your lap, your mind racing with your past memories

'Its been so many years.... yet I still have the scars....', you said in a choked voice

'I was so lonely back then, I had no one to talk to... as I got older I stopped talking back or complaining... because- because I was scared'

'I pity my younger self so much... I was so small when I was treated like this...', you broke down, your head hung low as the tears fell on your palms

You felt 2 hands wrap around your waist, tears falling on your shoulder

'Mi-Mianhe', yoongi said, as he hugged you tightly, sobbing in your neck

'I'm s-so sorry, I-I', he broke down, not able to make words because of his sobs

You couldn't control your own tears, so you let them spill, cried your heart out. Jimin got up and ran to you, joining the hug as he himself cried his heart out, tears of grief and anger. The other members joined the hug, trying to still support eachother through tears

'I yelled a-at you without k-knowing anything, I'm s-so sorry y/n', yoongi apologized between his hiccups as hoseok rubbed his back

'I-it's fine, d-don't worry about it', you wiped your tears as everyone parted from the hug

Jimin held you hands, tilting your chin up with his other hand, making you gaze in his beautiful eyes which held so many emotions

'Promise me you won't hurt yourself anymore, I don't want t-to lose you, you know you mean so much to us, what will we do without you?...'

'I can't go a day without your hug, how would we survive without you?...'

'You mean more than just a band mate to us, baby. Without you, we are incomplete, bangtan is incomplete'

'If you ever feel like wanting to talk, we are always here for you because we love you', he whispered, his face leaned in towards yours, breath fanning your lips

He kissed you softly, sealing his words as the tears in his brims flowed out

You both parted, you wiped his tears and gazed in his eyes. You wrapped your arms around his neck, hugging him tight as you buried your face in his neck

'I promise.... thank you so much', you whispered, audible enough for everyone

'Anytime', jimin whispered back as he caressed you bare waist

You broke the hug and looked back, giving a sincere smile of assurance. Seeing the smile they had missed so much made them almost coo at you

'W-wanna go back cookies?', you asked, wiping your tears and smiling

'Definitely, but after we get your wounds treated', jin said, pouncing and picking you up as you giggled

Everyone watched in awe at the youngest member smiling again. It did hurt when they got to know what you were going through, how they weren't quick enough to pick up on your sudden behavior changes

They were angry on themselves. True. 

But they had always tackled the obstacles that came their way and stood high

And thats what mattered
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