Hate Me Harder [BxB] ✔️ [NOT EDITED]

(34) Hate the agreement with him

IT'S HERE!!!

I changed the cover btw, as shown above...

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The classed ended with another pair of girls who just presented the most boring poster presentation ever. Even I did better when I started middle school.

But, I didn't have the time to point out and tell them that because I was busy staring daggers to the seat a few from me. When the bell rang, I was the first one out, ignoring the shouts from my friends, heading straight to the hallway I knew for sure that would be the right spot to get what I was about to do as fast as could, without anyone noticing.

Then, I took a few deep breath, shaking my body right in the middle of the small space, setting the nerves off.

With one look, I reached at the right time and pulled onto the bag, dragging the body attached to it with me. Max stumbled, turning around only to stop struggling when he noticed that it was me.

"Alan?"

I let go and he straightened up. Without saying anything, I quickly took him to the stairs and up to the rooftop. We didn't go out, just stood at the door.

"What are you doing? And you literally just ran away from class." He shook his head, as if he's a father disapproved of what his son's done. "You did great though. That's what I wanted to tell you before you ran away from Brian as if you're on fire."

I nodded, huffing. He stared at me, probably realising that I was being weird.

"What's—"

I reached for the back of his neck as fast as I can, pulling his head, taking his lips to mine. My heart lifted, spreading its wings and I felt my whole body shivering pleasantly. I kissed him, as if my life depended on it.

It took me exactly, three seconds to realise that he wasn't kissing back. I slammed to the other wall on the place as fast as I could. I felt like my heart could drop dead on the floor right then and there.

Shit.

Shit.

I knew it.

Alan Baker. You've done it this time. Shit.

The kiss didn't even last long to make history, and yet, there I was, stuck to the wall, breathing heavily, as if I just had sex with the guy.

"F-fuck... shit..." I huffed, gulping. "I... you... y-you... I thought, you... don't like me now... do you..." I dared to look at him and saw that he was as frozen as I am.

Shocked. His expression made me more embarrassed. So, obviously I tried to reason it out and plan to burry everything behind me somewhere far away.

"The confession on Saturday... and the weird glances... and the song, I just... fuck... sorry... I thought that y-you still like me and j-just..."

I bowed my head.

How stupid could I get?

I knew the next thing I had to do. Drop out of the team, change my clothes and hide away from everyone as well as I can until high school finishes and I end up in some stupid job to prevent from licking the roads.

"Um..."Max started, his feet moving here and there, fidgeting. "I mean... I'm shocked."

I barely realised that I was nodding along, as if it didn't matter to me. Of-fucking-course it mattered to me. I, a guy myself, finally got the courage to kiss the guy who confessed that he liked me after... we did stuff, only to have him say that he's shocked that I kissed him.