The Love Triangle // Jenlisa

30- unspoken feelings

LISA POV-

"Do you still have feelings for Jennie?" Jungkook turned the music down as I stepped into the car. I looked around hoping Rosè wasn't anywhere near to hear that question, I think this kid is trying to set me up.

"What Jungkook? Don't ask that here. Why do you want to know anyway?"

"I'm just curious. You always have that glint in your eye when you see her, don't think it's unnoticed." He chuckled and my cheeks became red from embarrassment.

"Ever heard of mind your business?" I asked clearly annoyed but his smirk grew wider and I just wanted to hit every spect of his body. "You must do, other wise you would've denied it." Jungkook said, glancing back at the Taehyung from time to time. I sat back into my seat, waiting for my girlfriend to enter the car so this conversation could finally move along.

After waiting for what seemed like years, I exited the car to get her but what I didn't think i'd see was the two girls in my heart having a conversation. I walked up slowly, not wanting to alarm them I was there and listened to their topic.

"Look Rosè, i'm not a home wrecker. I respect your relationship." I heard Jennie say in an annoyed tone. I almost decided to just interrupt and give the two girls a peace of my mind, but before I can manage, Rosè's cut in and what she said immediately stabbed me in the heart.

"I'm sorry, I don't trust Lisa around you. Especially alone. Who knows what's she's capable of. She may even cheat on me with you if she fucking feels like it! I don't want to lose my girl, Jen. Can't you just lose those small feelings for her already!"
She screamed at the top of her lungs and both of our expressions were broken.

"It's not healthy to think of your girlfriend like this! You need to trust her. She hadn't even made any moves on me and i'm sure she's changed. Just give her a chance. Lisa deserves better." Was the last thing Jennie said before she walked off to the other direction.

I wanted to stand up for myself about everything but my feet didn't dare to move. Was I really seen like that in front of my own girlfriend's eyes? Did I still seem like the player I was? So many questions. Too many questions. It hurt.

"Chaeyoung." I called out and her body instantly froze at my tone. She turned her body in my direction and all I read was guilt and anger. But me? I wasn't even angry. I was just hurt. Hurt that those words came out of that beautiful mouth.

"Lisa...How long were you there?" Her tone softened and her legs walked towards my direction and I just couldn't. I didn't even want to see her right now.

"Just get in to car, Chaeng. We'll talk
about this later." I ordered but she refused. "No Lisa, you can't keep walking away from our issues. We need communicate. Can't you just do that? For me?" The blonde begged and I glanced between her and my car and decided to just finally give in.

"I'll text Jungkook, have a seat." I suggested and she did as she was told. We both sat next to each other on the bleaches and an uncomfortable atmosphere surrounded us until I broke the silence. "Is that really what you think of me?" I asked in a broken tone and her expression became even softer.

"I'm sorry but I can't help it. I really don't want you to leave me. I need you." Rosè pleaded and if it was possible, my heart broke even more. I couldn't stand to see her like this. She was always the confident cool kid but now she's acting as if she'll lose me forever with just a touch. I wanted her to trust me but did I even trust myself?

"I don't want you to feel like that, baby. I hate that you see me this way. Is there something I can do that'll make you trust me?" A broken cry escaped my lips and Rosè hugged me gently, savoring all the touches she was feeling.

"Just for my sake, can you spend time with Jennie less? If you can manage to do that then I know that you mean everything you say. I don't mind you hanging out with her, but it shouldn't be more than twice a week. At least for now."

"Okay, if it makes you feel better i'll do it." I answered confidentially and gave her a short but passionate kiss on the lips. She hugged me once again but this one lasted for more than ten seconds. This communicating thing really works, maybe I should do it more often.

Staying away from Jennie shouldn't be too hard right?

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"Lisa. I need your help again." Jennie frantically said as she slammed a stack of papers on my school desk. "I still barely know Math and you were actually a pretty good teacher, besides everything else. So can you help me again this year? It'll be the last favor I ask you. Please?" She begged and I wanted to say yes but the thought of my girlfriend's words came into place and I didn't want to let her down.

"Sorry Jen, I can't help you this time. I can ask around for a good tutor if you want." I pushed the stack of papers away which she picked up and slammed again. "No Lis, look, my last tutor graduated and you have the second best math results in the whole school. You literally are my last hope, I want to graduate." Jennie begged me and I hate to let her down but I made a promise. It's the only way I can earn my girlfriend's trust.

"How about this." I started, grabbing the stack of papers and gently putting it in her hand. "I can ask Rosè and if she agrees, i'll do it." I suggested and her face fell into a scowl by the mention of the name. "I forgot you have a controlling girlfriend..." She whispered but I managed to catch every word. "I'll accept, just let me know by tomorrow. My test is Friday."

"Okay." I said and she walked off with that final word before I called her name out again.

"Yeah?" She answered and I stood up from my seat while grabbing her arm to lead her to the hallway. After I was sure no one was there, I pulled her closer and whispered in her ear.

"Have you told Taehyung about last year?"

"No, I haven't. Does that make me a bad person?" Jennie pleaded with a small frown on her face. I gave her a small pat on the head and hugged her for a short amount of time, letting her know it was okay. "No, I didn't tell Chaeyoung either. Should we just take that to the grave or actually come clean?"

"If we come clean then Rosè will never forgive me and never allow us to hang out again." She made a valid point and we both agreed to just take it to the grave. I gave her a final nod and she grabbed my hand and held it into hers. "Do you ever wish we were in a relationship?" Jennie randomly asked and I decided that it was best to be honest with her. "Yeah, sometimes but it doesn't matter right?"

"Yeah..It doesn't."

"We'll i'll see you later." I said as I walked back into my class room and took a seat. But what I didn't know there were more than one eye on us.