The Love Triangle // Jenlisa

14- During the Lockdown

JENNIE POV:

There's no way that i'm jealous.

I've never been jealous. Hell, i've never even experienced jealousy. So why would I jump to such dumb conclusions like that? I slouched down grinding my teeth as i watched the two flirt before my eyes. It disgusted me.

Everything about them just annoyed me to the core. I couldn't tell whether they were dating or not. That's what pissed me off the most. I scoffed, rolling my eyes at the sight. I grabbed my phone, getting up from the spot by the door I was seated at.

"Where are you going?" Lisa asked me while grabbing her crutches from the wall. Seriously, what the hell? Was she going to follow me or something?

"Out. I'd rather be a snipers target than sit here for 5 plus hours with you." I declared, putting my hand on the door knob to walk out. Lisa just slouched down to the floor, looking at the ground while fiddling with her thumbs. For a brief second, i saw remorse in the brunette's eyes. My heart dropped and my face softened seeing her in such a place where she couldn't get out. But of course, that feeling was soon replaced with anger as soon as she met eyes with me.

"What the fuck is your problem, Kim? I was just trying to help you! That's all I was doing." Lisa screamed at me-- soon grabbing her phone from her pocket. I let go of the door knob once again to look her deeply in her eyes. All I saw at that moment was anger and guilt and soon enough I had the same look in my eyes as well. No one was going to raise their voice at Kim Jennie and get away with it.

"Well maybe I don't want your help, Lisa. I've never did. Why won't you understand that?! Do you want me to spell it out for you or something? Huh!" I yelled back, voice cracking at the end. That's how annoyed I was. The rebel just shook her head in irritation and took her phone out to play a game to maybe cool off some steam.

Me on the other hand, grabbed my things and moved to the other side of the room, which by the way wasn't that big. So due to that fact I was still only a few feet away from the couple, those annoying brats. Or should I just mainly say Lisa. That aggravating diary snooper, two time loser, wannabe instagram model, fuck everything see sees, stupid dreamy brown eyes, dumb angelic smile, attractive hair-

"I'm going to the bathroom." Rose said cutting me off my thoughts. Which was a good thing because I was starting to run out of insults. I watched as the girl got up, heading straight for a door inside the room we were in. So this whole time i've could've been in there instead of with these losers? Typically of me, never looking around my surrondings.

"Oh! Lisa, can you hold my phone until i come back?" The blonde asked the girl in front of her and handed her the device. "I wouldn't." I butted in. "She might read your diary. You never know."

Lisa grabbed the device, looking at me clearly annoyed but the comment. "Jennie. Can you just let it go? I didn't mean to read it. You know i don't invade people's privacy."

"Do I know because it sure doesn't seem like you don't go through people privacy."

"Jennie, I promise I wasn't going to read it."

"Then why did you, Lisa?"

"You got a notification."

"ok and?"

"I wanted to see if it was important."

"Well was it?"

Lisa looked into my eyes then looked next to her. She grabbed her crutch to stand up and then made her way next to me. Why? I have no idea. But I was intrigue, she wouldn't hesitate to answer if it wasn't important.

"Jennie." She said, looking me deep in the eyes. Eye contact wasn't my favorite thing but for some reason with Lisa it was different. Her eyes felt warm, like it  contained the world's pleasure. Those beautiful brown eyes made me feel safe and secured. I don't know why but for some reason i hated it. I hated feeling like maybe I wasn't the only one who felt this way. That this how she charmed everyone. I didn't want to be one of those people.

"Yes?" I answered back awaiting for whatever news she was going to tell me.

"I'm sorry. I'm really sorry. I didn't mean to read your diary. I know you may not accept my apology because what I did was totally wrong and I get that but I just want you to know that I regret it. It ruined what we almost recreated, so i hope some day you can trust me again. But for now, just know that i'm sorry."

I hesitated for a second. She had a genuine look in her eyes so i know she meant this apology but of course forgetting this happened wasn't easy. I still couldn't trust her but the least I could do was forgive her. I cant keep comparing her to freshmen Lisa. She changed. For the worst? I wouldn't know until i've truly met that person, but yet, I haven't. So i was at least going to try and the first step was to forgive her.

"I accept your apology. Just please don't do it again."

The girl nodded and we just sat there. Soon after a while Rosè came out the bathroom and sat next to us. We just talked about anything and eventually I put my head on Lisa's shoulder and fell asleep. I don't know how long we'll be here but I just know I didn't want to leave.

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Sorry for a short chapter. Also, happy new years :))) and if you read this far, thank you I appreciate it🥺🥺