A Blossomed Rose (JT fanfiction)

Chapter 22: Another Morning

• Saturday, 10:57 AM •
The next morning, Justin and I decided to go out to the city and take a walk.

The sky was a beautiful blue color, while the sunshine reflected off of the large skyscrapers.

"This is wonderful." I admired.

"Yeah, it is. Especially really early in morning. Preferably around sunrise, the city looks beautiful." Justin said.

I urged myself to grab ahold of his hands, but that was when I remembered. We're only friends for right now!

I just turned away from the thought that we happened to not be dating at the moment. I wish that would all change.

"You okay?" Justin asked me, with a curious look on his face.

"Yeah.. I'm fine." I replied. I'm really not okay, but should I tell him how I feel about this?

No, not just yet.

I looked over at him, he was smiling widely. I didn't feel that happy anymore. I should tell him.

"Hey, um, I have to tell you something." I said to him. He stopped walking and turned to look at me.

"What is it?" He asked.

"It's about how we're being friends right now, instead of moving on with our relationship."

"You don't like the idea?"

"It's not that. It's just.. I hate how I don't get to hold your hand, or kiss you. I can't do this!"

"Is it that.. you don't want to be friends with me?"

"I do, but-"

"But what! I know what you mean, you don't want to be friends. I see..." He then walked away, his head drowning in sorrows.

"Hey! I didn't mean that! I still want to be friends with you!" He just completely ignored me.

I just sighed and slumped all the way back home.

Once I was at my doorstep, my forehead was leaning into the door, and I had a major headache.

All I was thinking right now was: Justin, Justin, Justin.. Would he trust me again?

I unlocked the door and cried as I walked inside. I don't need any bad things happening right now..