. . 11:49 AM . .
After crying for about an hour and thirty minutes, I picked myself up and dried my eyes. I never meant to hurt Justin's feelings, I just wanted to say how I felt about this. I looked over at my phone sitting on the counter, but quickly turned away. Should I call him and apologize? Or just move on?
"I shouldn't call him, he's probably going to ignore me for the rest of my life.." I said, sadly. That's when my phone started ringing. I got up and walked over to it to answer.
I cleared my throat. "Hello?" I said.
"Hey, um, I just wanted to say that I'm sorry," It was Justin's voice that I was hearing. "Can you forgive me?"
"I know I hurt you, but you hurt me also. I just wanted to tell you how I felt about how we're only friends right now." I hesitated to say.
"I didn't mean it at all. I thought you were saying you didn't want to be friends, but you sound like you still do. But you can tell me what you wanted to say earlier."
"Okay, then. I wanted to say that I can't take how we're only friends right now. I still have tons of feelings for you from our relationship, but now I have to hide them. Are you sure you wanted to be friends, and start over?"
"I see. But, how come you agreed to my idea then?"
"I thought it was going to go well, but it didn't in my perspective."
"Hmm. How about we try this for a few more days, and see how it turns out."
"That would be great, and I accept your apology."
"Thanks, and I accept yours too." My face formed a small smile.
"You're quite welcome. By the way, were you doing anything else today?"
"No, I think I'll just stay inside and do some things. You?"
"Same. I'm bored anyway."
"Yep. Well I guess I'll talk to you later."
"Bye." We both hung up. I placed my phone back down on the counter, and walked to my bedroom. I looked around and saw everything like it was before.
At least he didn't mess up anything, I thought.
I saw my journal sitting on the edge of my bed, so I picked it up and began to write;
September 30, 11:58 AM
I'm really bored right now, so this is why I'm writing. It's been awhile since I last made a journal entry into this book, but here you are.
A lot of things have happened since a few weeks ago....
That's when I quit writing. I felt a little paralyzed, and some mixed feelings went through my head.
"I should just take a nap. That should help me take my mind off everything." I said, as I climbed into the covers on my bed. After about five minutes, I was sound asleep.
A/N: Too much to take, I know. I went over my previous chapters I posted from like, two months ago, and they weren't as good as the ones I'm writing now. (Well, at least in my perspective) Hopefully you all think that too! (Btw, I'm aiming at about, thirty or forty chapters for this book. I'm not close to the end, yet. It's surprising to me! :D)
See you all!
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