Destiny Fooled Us Both

DFUB 11

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ELEVEN

“Beautiful,” Salubong na bati niya sakin with a smile on his oh-so-handsome face.

“Of course,” Sagot ko naman sa kanya.

Pababa na ko ng hagdan at kinuha niya ang kamay ko. Ang swerte ko talaga dahil boyfriend ko ang gwapong nilalang na nakahawak sa kamay ko. :”>

Pinagbuksan pa niya ko ng pinto ng kotse niya. Nung makasakay na kami ay nagsimula na siyang magdrive.

“Evol,”

“Hmm?” Sagot niya ng hindi tumitingin sakin because he’s driving.

“San tayo magdedate?”

Tumingin siya sakin at nagsmile pero hindi niya ko sinagot dun sa tanong ko.

“What’s behind that smile?” Naguguluhang tanong ko sa kanya.

Hinawakan niya yung isa kong kamay, “Nothing Evol, just wait until we’re there. Okay?”

I just nodded as an answer.

Binuksan naman niya yung radio ng car, and guess what? Ang gaganda nung songs! Yung mga kanta ng LoveHandle ang natugtog. Oo nga pala, nag-guest nga pala sila dati sa isang radio station, and unsurprisingly.. nagustuhan nila ang mga kanta nila Darrel!

Maybe someday, they’ll become famous. Well, superstar I guess! At kapag nangyari yun, siguro makakalimutan nadin ako ni Darrel.

Oh sh*t. why am I thinking this again?! I don’t wanna spoil this night. Our night, rather.

Medyo teary-eyed na ko. I just hate the fact that I’m going to leave him. THERE, I’ve said it. Yes! I’m going to leave Darrel because of some stupid well-i-don’t-really-know-what reason of my parents are!

Readers, wag niyo sana akong kainisan kung iiwan ko si Darrel ng mag-isa. Hmm. Maybe the author of this story have better plans on me, and I hate it!

I love Darrel so much! But I also love my parents. I just don’t know what to do. Do I really have to choose between the two of them? And I hate that kind of stuff.

Ooops, buti nalang hindi napansin ni Darrel ang pagiging teary-eyed ko dahil narin sa pagdadrive niya.

I think I have to tell him the truth now. But I don’t want to hurt him. >_< Hurting him is like hurting myself too.

Kaya lang, sabi nila.. It’s better to hurt the one you love with the truth than to make them happy with your lies.

But, am I lying? Hindi naman diba? Naglilihim lang.

Sa isang relasyon, diba dapat walang naglilihim? Hmm. But look what I’m doing right now! I’m keeping a secret. Isang sikretong ako lang ang nakakaalam sa barkada. Aww, pati pala ang barkada, hindi pa nila alam. Especially my bestfriend. Cathy, please forgive me. >_<

Hmm. Siguro nga, kailangan ko nang sabihin kay Darrel ang totoo. Wala akong pake kung masira man o hindi ang gabi namin ngayon, basta masabi ko lang sa kanya, okay na! it’s now or never.

Kinakabahan ako. I just took a deep breath then, “Aahmm. Evo---“

“We’re here!” Masigla niyang sabi.

Oh great. Just great. Watta great timing, right? -___-“

Pero.. nang makita ko ang venue, napangiti ako. Yung tipong mawawala lahat ng worries mo.