Hey yall, long time no see after I disappeared into the woods for a week, eh? I wrote my journey down on paper, and do not feel like transcribing it here, but it was magical. maybe someday yall will get it, but for now, that experience is mine to keep.
Anyhoo, therian life has been pretty quiet. A friend and I are looking into writing a book about therians, so ill send the link to that if we ever finish it. But the real big topic i want to conquer in this entry is the discovering of something big. Something blue. And that something is Avatar.
I never thought I would be fiction kin. I thought I would just be a therian. But after watching the movie Avatar, that changes completely. Despite them having the type of life I have always wanted, it nails it down to the minute details, from weapons, to sleeping arrangements. Everything ties in to Avatar. My tree climbing urges, to running through forests. While I believe I still have other kin types, this is just so right! I still have a lot to discover before I can confirm it, but it looks pretty positive so far.
Another thing is, I have been having a lot of phantom tail shifts, I notice them a lot at night as well. But the catch is, nothing else that I have confirmed or been questioning has a long tail like the shifts do. Another thing- hissing and baring your fangs. Just like i do. Enter one tall blue huntress with a tail. That tail. IS JUST LIKE MEH PHANTOM TAIL. And that hissing? EXACTLY WHAT I DO. Even the spiritual stuff ties in. Its so perfect.
Of course, it couldn't be that simple, though. Making me doubt my other theriotypes. Like, do I really have a bird kintype or is that just the Na'vi in me making me think that? Or is that flying sensation, that urge for trees just the home tree, or riding a Banshee? EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!
This is so hard and confusing and annoying, but ill work it out. I always have. Also, a name keeps coming to mind. Not sure how to spell it, but its pronounced [Meh-hay-we] Maybe Meha'wi? Mehawi? Mehaw'i? I don't know. But i think.. that was my name? (the fact that they auto-corrected to "heehaw" and "Kamehameha" didn't help)
Until further notice, im going to do what Ive always wanted to do. Ill climb more trees. Ill keep working on learning herbs. Ill practice my archery. Ill continue building my tree fort. I will get answers, and ill try not to panic too much.
Till next time, i guess
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Journal Of A Therian.
SpiritualA place I can record my journey as a Therian and possibly provide information to other Therians!
