the sink hole of loving you //mattheo riddle

Chapter 13

I wake up with a start to a door slamming. "oops' 'Mattheo says, dropping his bag on the ground, and making his way over to me. "what're you doing here?'' I ask, sitting up in bed. "You know, we have herbology in like," he looks down at his watch. "30 ish minutes." "you're joking right?'' I ask. "no. sorry," he said. "But, I don't think anyone will miss us if we miss a class or two. what'd you think?" he asks. "I think I need to brush my teeth," I say as I get out of bed. "Well, I think that's a fantastic idea mattheo. you're so smart!'' Mattheo says sarcastically under his breath. Once I finish going to the bathroom and brushing my teeth I walk over to mattheo. "i think your idea sounds great" i put my finger under his chin and tilt it up. "you're the smartest '' I say, and walk over to my bed, getting back under the covers. Mattheo walks over to my dresser, and pulls out one of the t-shirts I stole from him, and his sweat shorts. "close your eyes' ' he says in a husky voice. I close my eyes. i can hear him rustling around, as he's changing out of his clothes, and hanging up his uniform so it doesn't get wrinkled. "Did you peek?" he asks, his voice right next to my ear.
"nope" I answer with my eyes still shut. "Are you lying?" he asks. "scouts honor" i raise my two fingers. "you're cute," he says. I open my eyes. "I think you should pick out a movie for us." "Oh really?" he asks. "yes really" "i get to pick?" "yes" "and you won't complain?" "nope, no complaining" he pulls out the oldest spiderman, the one with toby mcguire in it. "If we're going to watch a spider-man can we at least watch the one with andrew garfield and emma stone?" I ask. "I thought you said no complaints?" he says while laughing. I smile innocently. "fine." he says, shaking his head. After he gets the movie set up he comes and lays down under the covers by me. "Hopefully we don't do anything important in class today" I think out loud. "Are you worried?" he asks, sitting up to look at me. "Mmmm. yes and no, ''I answer. "Well which is it?" he asks. "I don't know" "you're crazy" he says, tickling me. "Stop" I breathe out while laughing. "Fine" he says after tickling me until I couldn't breathe. He leans down and starts kissing my neck. "Wh-what about the movie?" I ask him. "We have all day. We can skip it back" he answers as his lips travel down to my collarbone. I shiver, and he traps my arms under his legs. "I'm gonna make you feel so good" he says huskily in my ear. He slips his hands under my shirt. I gasp. "Can I take it off?" he asks. Currently i'm incapable of forming actual words, so I just nod. Mattheo releases my arms from under his legs and slowly slips my shirt over my head, then tosses it on the ground. Mattheo sucks in a quick breath. He pulls my hair elastic off of my wrist and puts it around my hands, then holds my arms above my head. He starts kissing my neck again until he reaches the spot behind my ear, and I shiver. He smirks and keeps kissing behind my ear. He tightens his hold on my arms above my head, while I squirm under him. Abruptly he stops kissing the spot and stands up. I whimper and open my eyes to see where he went, and he crawls back on top of me without a shirt this time. He moves my legs apart, and I look at him with wide eyes. "It's okay," he whispers. "we're not gonna do anything today, but I can still make you feel good." he kneels between my legs and pulls my spanks down my legs. "Is this okay?" he asks, pausing. I nod, and he continues to pull them down my legs. They join my shirt on the floor. He dips down and kisses me on my inner thigh. i gasp. he kisses up my right thigh, then switches to my left and does the same. i can't breathe. i can't form a single thought except that g*d this feels good. he continues to kiss me, up my thighs again, and moves up to my lower stomach. he kisses up my stomach, and in between my breasts. he kisses up my neck to my throat, across my jawline, and finally reaches my lips. he kisses me hard, and desperate, and he releases my arms from above my head, and lets his hands roam my body while he kisses me. We continue to kiss through the rest of the movie, through the credits, and after the credits end. suddenly the lights, and the tv turn off. Mattheo stops kissing me and sits up a bit. "what happened?" I ask out of breath. He looks out the window. "the power must've gone out from the storm." he says crawling back on top of me. "what does that mean?" I ask. "it means the electricity isn't working" he looks at me weirdly. I laugh. "no, I mean does everyone just keep going about their day or......" he smirks. " it means" he says whispering in my ear. "classes are cancelled until they can get the power back up" he smirks. "So I plan on doing this all day. maybe all night too?'' I laugh. "I think that's a great plan," I answer. "Me too" he says as he begins to kiss my neck again, and I decide I could stay here forever, in this moment with Mattheo, just the two of us, and never leave.
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"Stop!?" someone yells. "She's innocent. Don't touch her ''''no, please '''' I'll do anything, please" the voice pleads. "No!!" they yell, their voice breaking. "Please don't do this" I awake with a start, to see mattheo sweating, with a tear streaked face. "Please" he says in his sleep. "Please!" he says louder this time. "Mattheo" I whisper gently, shaking him. He abruptly sits up and looks around the room until his eyes land on me. "Hey hey, it's okay. It's okay. I'm here. You're safe" "claire" he answers, his voice breaking. I wrap my arms around him and he buries his face into my shoulder. He holds onto my waist, and sobs into my shirt. "Shh. it's okay ''I say, stroking his hair. "You're safe. You're safe" I repeat over and over. We sit like that for a while, him holding onto me like I'm his lifeline, and me holding him up, and comforting him as best I can. "I'm sorry," Mattheo says into my shirt. "Why?" I ask, confused. "This isn't what you signed up for." "What do you mean?" I ask, even more confused. "You don't want to deal with this. Someone with these many issues, and this much baggage. You deserve so much better than me" "hey look at me." I say, bringing his red eyes and tear streaked face up to look at me. "I want all of you. I want you on your good days and your bad days. I did sign up for this, and I don't regret it for a second okay? And if you think, even for a millisecond, that you aren't good enough, think again, because I couldn't have asked for anyone better than you. I love you. So so much okay?'' He nods, and buries his face in my shoulder again. "Do you wanna lay down?" I ask. He nods, and slides down under the covers. "I'm gonna go grab you a glass of water-" "no." he cuts me off, grabbing my wrist. "please. don't leave" he says, a strained expression on his face. "okay." I answer, sliding down next to him.
He lays down on my chest, and I begin playing with his hair, knowing that it calms him down. "I love you," he whispers quietly. "I love you too."