Lost thoughts || Ranboo angst

April

Song of the chapter: be alright by Dean Lewis

⚠️trigger warning: mentions of cutting, blood, razors, crying, pranks, scars, wincing⚠️

April 1st

The last week has been great! Since Sapnap knew about my cuts, I'd tried my best to stop. I got an app to track how long it's been, and I'm almost at 4 days! The others knew as well. We didn't tell them directly, but they saw my bandaged arms and knew. Wilbur had been hanging out with me more, which was strange. Karl was still here and is thinking about moving over here. Probably just for a few months, but still.

I sat up and rubbed my eyes. I checked the time on my phone. It was 7:30am. Tommy and Tubbo were already up and out of the room.

Tubbo's POV

I woke Tommy up and went downstairs to meet with the others. We were all planning a picnic for today as a surprise for Ranboo, and a prank for this morning.

"Okay so I have this all planned out" Wilbur started as we walked into the kitchen, "Karl, Tommy, Tubbo, George, and Dream you guys will make food for lunch, make some sandwiches like a few different kinds and then on your way to the spot we chose, go to he store and buy some chips and candy if you'd like. Then Sapnap and I will be here and setting up a prank, and I'll drive us to the spot. Does that sound good?" He asked

Everyone nodded and we started all getting to work

Sapnap's POV

Wilbur and I went to go set up for the prank. We weren't going to do anything bad, we were going to fake write a note from Ender. It sounds kind of mean, but I'd been searching for Ender whenever I could. I think I found their Instagram too but they hadn't responded to any of my dms yet. But I knew I was close to finding them.

"What should we say?" Wilbur asked me

"We could write that they miss Ranboo and want to see him again, we can say that we found the letter in the mailbox because we gave them the address when we found them"

Wilbur started writing the note and we walked over to Ranboo's room

Ranboo's POV

I laid in bed scrolling through my phone before I heard a knock at the door

"Come in" I said

Sapnap and Wilbur walked in, and Sapnap was holding a note

"We found this in the mailbox, I think you'll really like it"

I grabbed the note from him and gave him a puzzled look before opening the note

Ranboo

Hi! It's me, Ender.

My jaw dropped and I kept reading

I hope that you're doing well. I miss you. Maybe we could get together soon and talk about what we've been up to these last few years? I've made some new friends, they're all so nice and would probably like you so you could meet them if you want! There's so much I want to say but I'd much rather meet up with you in person to talk. I hope you remember me :3

-Ender

My eyes started tearing up. This was the happiest I'd been in so long.

"H-how did you find them?" I asked

"Hours and hours of searching" Sapnap responded

I got up off my bed and hugged my brother

"Does this mean I can see them again?"