Song of the chapter: It's all futile! It's all pointless! By Lovejoy :D
⚠️TW: panic attack, cutting, mentions of weight loss⚠️
Ranboo's POV
November 2nd
(Yes Ik this is Ranboo's birthday but I made his birthday back in March or something I forget, that was cuz we didn't know his birthday yet)
"Guys come on you need to go out and help" Sapnap said to Tubbo and I, who were eating cookies in the kitchen
"Fine" I agreed
It wasn't that cold out yet, only like 10°, so I just put on some warm boots and a light coat
*short time skip*
"Guys I'm going to cover the pool, anyone wanna go swimming quickly?" Dream asked and wheezed
"Wait let me see how cold it is" Tubbo said as he ran over to the side of the pool
I quietly ran up behind him and gave him a small shove. Not enough to push him into the pool, but enough to where he'd think he was going to fall. Or so I thought. Turns out Tubbo is lighter than I thought, so that 'small push' ended up being a shove as he fell into the pool.
He let out a shriek as he resurfaced, wiping the water out of his eyes
"Ranboo! What the fuck!?" He screamed
"I didn't mean to push you! I just wanted you to think you were going to fall in, I didn't mean for you to actually fall in" I said quickly
I felt myself being lifted off of the ground
"Wilbur put Ranboo down" Sapnap said, trying to make sure I didn't get thrown in the pool
But it was too late. He threw me into the pool.
Sapnap's POV
Ranboo and Tubbo headed back inside and I noticed something by the edge of the pool. It was Ranboo's comfort object, a beanie boo keychain cat (totally not my comfort object lol). I picked it up and put it in my pocket, I'd give it back to him later.
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Dream had finished closing up the pool and now some of us were about to leave to go to the store to get some stuff for a stream. We decided to do a baking stream where we made dinner and then dessert. With the 8 of us, it was going to be very chaotic. Dream, George, Karl, and I were currently making our way out to the car to go to the shop while Wilbur, Tommy, Tubbo, and Ranboo raked leaves in the backyard. Well, currently it was just Wilbur and Tommy.
We climbed into the car and Dream blasted his music on our way to the store
"Okay, George go get Rice Krispies and marshmallows, Karl go get drinks it doesn't matter what you get just get enough for everyone, Sapnap go get cheese and milk, I'll get pasta"
We all went off to get our ingredients, I picked out 3 blocks of cheese because I didn't know what kind Dream wanted and I was about to get some milk when my phone started to ring
I pulled the phone out of my pocket and answered it when I saw that Wilbur was calling me
"Hello?"
"Sapnap we need your help! Like right now! Ranboo's having a panic attack about something and he won't calm down I don't know what to do" He said very quickly so I couldn't tell what he told me
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Lost thoughts || Ranboo angst
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