Chapter 8:
I apologize for laying all of my problems on you, dear.
It seemed to make you worry about me.
But I'll be fine.
Life is full of misfortunes, and that's okay.
Miniature problems like these used to affect me so much.
It caused me to overthink,
worry and stress.
And that became way too much for me to handle alone. Therapists eventually spill all of your 'confidential' information to your parents, they're a waste of time. And Drake was never one to give out great advice. I basically had no one.
So I stopped.
I stopped pondering over the negative and rather focused on the positive.
Because by constantly speaking about your negativity, you'll begin to exude negative energy to your surroundings too. And I don't want that.
I taught myself to ignore my trauma completely, in hopes that they'd somehow disappear.
It honestly hurts less.
For now, atleast.
...
But yes, I'll be fine.
You don't need to worry.
I just wish I were able to hug you though.
I really do need one of those,
especially from you.
And oh god, I never knew it was possible to miss someones touch even though you've never actually touched them before.
But I miss yours.
I crave it.
Nothing sexual, just a gentle touch.
Almost the way you're caressing the very pages of my book right now.
Hey!
Thank you to those of you whom are constantly reading my chapters, voting and commenting your thoughts on it.
It means alot<3
I just wanted to let you guys know that the ending is approaching very soon, and I'm literally SO EXCITED to post the rest of it for you all to read!
thank you again (:
YOU ARE READING
The way you read me
RomantizmA journey of words that are weighed heavily with love, purity and compassion for your soul. Every page, slowly caressed by your touch, will seize your attention. You'll experience a type of love that would grope your heart in ways you would've never...
