I wish he knew how much I love him
How I get lost looking into his perfect round brown eyes
How his smile captivates me and takes me far away
How his presence makes my heart soul and mind calm the story stirring within me
I wish he knew how much I want to tell him all of that
But am afraid of losing the beautiful friendship we currently have
Mixed signals are no signals at all. It's all in the mind at this point
He is the only one who has been able to calm me
To understand me
To finally see the pain behind the mask I hide behind, he was the first
I love him with my whole heart.
His voice, the way he is, the way he loves
It's all I ever think about, it's all I want.
He's all I want but he can't know that. I don't want him to.
With him, I want it to be forever. But it won't ever be forever with him.
I need to love myself before I put anyone in my life.
That's what needs to happen. Cause if him and I become real, I need to be sure I'm giving my 100%
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Feelings
Não FicçãoJust a couple pages of how I'm feeling everyday, hear it might help so I might as we'll try it.. I guess like a journal lmao
