Thoughts That Keep Me Up At Night

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I feel like shit, like a complete asshole. I'm so happy for my exes that they have partners and are so happy with them, but I get so jealous because I'm not happy with anyone. I am happy for them, I promise, anytime their pics together end up on my feed I look and go like aw look at them, a year now? Good on them and whatever else. Yet here I am, fucking jealous about their happiness. I guess envy is the better word for how I feel, it's not like I want my ex back or anything, but I want what they have with their partners. I'm just lonely and it seems that I'm supposed to be lonely for a while.