Thoughts That Keep Me Up At Night

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Hi, it's been a long time, and I haven't been doing great honestly. I've been trying to focus on school, make sure my friends and bf know that I care, while not being overbearing. I know my best friend and bf care a lot, I just find it hard to believe at times. I often feel like I'm burdening them even when I don't say a word. I've cried 3 times today and I broke down yesterday. There's a lot of things that I've kept to myself for so long that I just can't share it without crying. I don't think I'll ever be able to express in words how grateful I am to have my bf stick around with me bc he really has been a light in the darkest, I just hope that one day I can return the favour.