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Molly's P.O.V

"Life goes on, so let's live on. Move on," Jungkook said while holding both my hands. He did cry, but wasn't crying anymore.

Jackson had already went home because they had shooting so I was alone with Jungkook in the hospital room.

"It's not the right time to be the famous BTS that went to UNICEF to help depressed people," I said and sobbed.

"I mean it. We have to move on. If you really want a child, then we can try again. If you don't want a child, then we won't try again. Either ways, we have to move on," he said. I nodded. He wiped my tears with his thumb. "Let me give you a hug, hm?" I nodded again and hugged him. "It'll be okay. Don't worry!"

I've been uncontrollably crying for almost two hours now, and Jungkook just managed to make me calm down by some simple words and a hug.

The doctor came in a few minutes ago and asked how I got the miscarriage, because the doctors noticed that it wasn't by natural cause. I told them that I got bullied, so they contacted my school telling them that I'll be home schooled until Christmas for my body to heal with no damage or bullying.

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Months went by. Jungkook checked up on me very often after the surgery to see that I'm okay. All my friends helped me get better. My closest friends knew about my pregnancy, but not Beomsoo or other people I'm not so close to. My and Jungkook's relationship is kind of a secret relationship so only our friends know about it.

It was now Christmas time and my family wanted me to come to Incheon. My grandpa is still in Korea. He actually lives in China, and that's how I met Jackson when I was young. Jackson's parents were my grandpa's neighbours.

I don't think I'll tell my grandpa about Jungkook yet. It's still scary. I hope my grandpa doesn't bring another man for me to marry again. He even brought a taken man last time.

By the way, my parents doesn't know about my previous pregnancy and miscarriage. Only Daejung knows, but not my parents. My grandpa should definitely not know or else I'll get a whole lesson and get grounded, because 'no kids before marriage'.

As for Jungkook and Jackson, they usually become even busier on holidays, because they need to publish more content for the people.

Alice helped me a lot with the house chores since I wasn't allowed to do them the first week after miscarriage. I still am not allowed to overwork myself or do any heavy workouts. My work boss understood what happened and told me that I won't have any workdays until after Christmas, but I won't get paid. I obviously did not expect myself to get paid, but I have enough money to make it on my own. I have saved money since I started high school. I bought this house then started saving money to be able to do what I want on the last year of high school, like party and other stuff, without worrying about work, and money.

Me and Daejung went together to Incheon to meet our family. We saw our mom, dad and grandpa, but also two more people. A guy my age, and an old man. Not any old man, a man I feel is familiar. I know this dude! I'm sure of it!

"Molly? You're Bitgaram's grandchild?!" The man asked.

"Yes," I answered.

"Do you already know each other?" My grandpa asked.

"Not much, but yes, we've talked before," the man said. I wonder where?

"Good then!" My grandpa started. "Molly let me introduce you to Seongho." Seongho, the man my grandpa just introduced looked like a man in my age. I bet this is another arranged marriage. "We'll be celebrating Christmas together with him." Fuck my life.