Tainted Memories (GxG)

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Mesi's POV

She sat there looking at me apparently lost in her thoughts and I could tell that her lack of response was making Destiny anxious which left my realisation to throw words towards my revealing lips.

"You don't have to feel pressured to feel the same way," I announced even though I already knew the reality of how she felt for the both of us, which-

"I, actually do feel the same way, I have feelings for you both but I just thought it was weird or-"

"No, it's not, it's normal," I interjected, cutting her statement short.

"Normal," She repeated before releasing a sigh and I smiled, finding her reaction somewhat cute since her exterior and her interior were complete opposites.

"Why didn't you tell me?" Destiny asked her curiously, earning both our attention.

"Because you said you weren't looking for a relationship and I didn't want to overstep or disrespect you like that," Sam explained and Destiny smiled as she sat up, which in return left her body to be separated from mine.

I could feel the energy shifting around us, the level of uncertainty that was once invited each time we were together slowly disappearing and I-

"So," Sam mumbled after a couple of seconds, and words left my thoughts to be cut short as she cleared her throat in the same instant.

"So?" I repeated in questioning as a small smile graced my lips.

"What, you know, happens now that everything's out in the open?" She finished.

"Hopefully sex," I voiced making Destiny snicker, but my words earned the opposite reaction from Sam.

"Just sex?" She asked.

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Samantha's POV

"What else is it supposed to be?" Mesi asked frowning.

"A relationship maybe,"

"That's a lot," She stated while laughing slightly.

"A lot?" I asked in disbelief.

"Yeah,"

"You do know I need more than just meaningless sex right Mesi?" I expressed knowing that sex would soon become just another thing to do, eventually, leaving us to part ways and I didn't want to waste whatever we were on that.

Silence fell between us, both of them seemingly drowning in thoughts and I sighed hating the tension that had begun building, wishing I had denied my feelings for them since all it was apparently going to be was sex.

"Listen, all this time we spent together made me realise that I want something real, I want someone I can introduce to Ms Tammy and my friends, I want someone I can build with" I added softly watching as Destiny's gaze landed on me and for a second the look in her eyes mirrored my wants, but it vanished just as soon as it appeared.

"That sounds like it's going to be complicated and-"

"Is it complicated now?" I interrupted while trying my best to ignore the crippling tension flowing around us.

"No, but" She started but stopped with a level of hesitancy arriving on her face.

"But what?" I asked curiously, wanting her to finish her thought, and she sighed while looking down at the floor for a split second before returning her gaze to me.

"I don't know," She replied while simply looking over to Mesi as if trying to read her mind, and her actions left silence to fall once more.

"Why don't we just add titles to whatever this is?" Destiny asked Mesi hopefully, breaking the tension the lack of words shared had created.