Regrets | Jin Centric | Completed

Yoongi

I finished my dinner soon and went to my room as my back started to hurt. But as the ointment was in Yoongi's cupboard, I waited till me come because peaking into his cupboard when he isn't here wasn't good.

I got up as I saw him entering the room, but I fell back down to my bed, feeling a current going through my spine.

Ouch!

Yoongi looked at me and sat on his bed.

"Why?"

"Back pain. Where is your salonpass gel?"

"Gel is over. But the spray has a bit left"

"Can I have it?"

"In the  cupboard"

He lied in his bed, so I knew that he wasn't going to get up now no matter what. I clutched my teeth and went there to take the spray. Again I felt that current going through my spine when I sit on my bed.

Ouch

Yoongi looked at me, and then at his phone. I sprayed it to my back, but it didn't apply well as I couldn't bend my arm.

I lied on my bed after keeping the bottle on the cupboard with no intention to get up again.

"The last one who goes to bed must switch off the lights"

Yoongi turned away uttering the rules I made, so I had to get up with my aching back. I knew he won't get up to switch them off, but after all, I can't break the rules I made...

But next morning when I woke up, my back was.....

Flashback

I observed Yoongi on the stage today. He clutched his shoulder few times, and changed his face. It was clear that his shoulder pain was back. But I couldn't do anything on the stage.

I went to our room as soon as we finished the dinner, to ask Yoongi what happened. Then also he was clutching his shoulder.

"What happened?"

"Nothing"

"Let me see"

I tried to move his hand and check his shoulder, but he took his hand away.

"No. It will be  okay"

"It won't. Wait I'll bring something"

There wasn't any pain reliever in the dorm. And no managers were in the dorm to send to a pharmacy. I looked for other members, but they also were asleep. I couldn't make up my mind to wake them up. I went back to my room and wore the winter coat over the pajama and went seeking for a pharmacy.

No one was out as it was snowing. Even if people were there, we weren't recognized enough to be identified by a glance. No one can recognize me after covering myself by the coat.

I bought a gel and a bottle of spray and hurried back to the dorm to see Yoongi lying on his bed. I knew he wasn't asleep as he was moving.

I brought some hot water from the washroom and sat in front of him.

I took his hand and tried to unbutton his shirt, but he took his hand away to say 'no' to me. But I didn't care. I frowned at him and continued my job. I compressed his shoulder by a wet towel for few hours. I knew that relieves the pain. Then I applied some gel and bandaged it as I knew. Finally I let him sleep.

I switched off the light after he fell asleep, thinking that he will be okay by tomorrow.