I sat in the dining table and stared at the dishes.
That is out of my reach. It must be about 500 calories.
That must be at least 800 calories.
I'd end up being an elephant if I ate that.
This also much be about 500.
As he is saying, I'll look like a pig if I eat these.
I was dragged to my right mind by Jimin's voice.
"Hyung, these are to eat. Not for meditation"
I smiled and got up from my table to go and get ready.
"Hyung, aren't you having the breakfast?"
"No Jimin. I'm not hungry"
"I couldn't have breakfast with hyung for ages. You don't eat with us now"
"I'll come later, okay?"
I showed Jimin a fake smile and hurried to my room as I knew that I couldn't control my mouth if I was there. More than that, I didn't like to lie them.
Flashback
"Jimin! Come for the breakfast!"
Jimin didn't come out of his room until I call him three times. At last, I went to his room to drag him down by his ear and to teach him to come for the breakfast at the time.
"Jimin are you coming or...."
Jimin was half naked with his shirt in his hand. I could count his bones in his upper body one by one. He has become thin. A lot.
"Jimin"
"H-hyung?"
"Why aren't you coming for the breakfast?"
"I'm not hungry, hyung"
I stared at him, but he broke the eye contact when answering me. I knew he was lying. He skipped the breakfast for weeks now. He miss the dinner also. I knew what he was doing.
"Jimin, your diet is too strict, you know?"
"Which diet, hyung?"
"Don't lie, Jimin. You didn't have any meal properly for weeks. What you are doing is not good for you"
"There's nothing like that, hyung. I had meals"
"Yeah you had one meal per day. You must stop this today itself. Come and have the breakfast now"
"Please hyung"
"Come now"
"I can't, hyung"
"Come"
"I can't"
"You are practically torturing yourself. It won't be any use. Come now"
"I can't hyung. You go and have the breakfast"
"Will you come or shall I call Mr. Sejin?"
He was scared. I forced him down and kept my eye on him until he finish the breakfast. I forced him to eat, but I was afraid to force too much as he may throw up, as too much is not used to his body now.
"Let's call a doctor and prepare a proper diet plan in the evening"
I was so happy to see Jimin's smile which made his eyes close. I felt satisfied.
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Regrets | Jin Centric | Completed
Fanfiction"... I promised Jinnie that I won't tell any of you about him. But you must know this. Your regret will be the punishment for what you did for my Jinnie..." -Inspired by Jin Centric (Jin × BTS) books. Written by - @President_Roshell