"... I promised Jinnie that I won't tell any of you about him. But you must know this. Your regret will be the punishment for what you did for my Jinnie..."
-Inspired by Jin Centric (Jin × BTS) books.
Written by - @President_Roshell
Jungkook called him, but he ignored Jungkook and kept going. Jungkook ran to him and stopped him.
"Seokjung hyung, stop"
"For what?"
"Where's Jin hyung? Is he also here in France with you? Why did he leave us?"
"You don't need to know about him. Who are you to question about him?"
Jungkook was frozen. Seokjung was the closest sibling to the group. No one expected those rude words from him. But after Namjoon and Yoongi convincing him, Seokjung took them home.
Everyone searched for Jin at home. But no one was brave enough to ask Seokjung. Seokjung understood who they were trying to find, but instead of a answering, he brought Jin's last year journal and showed them a page to read from.
There wasn't any entries for the day Jin left the group. Until that page, everyone felt ashamed for their actions. They were angry about themselves.
They were angry about themselves for staying quite when Jin fought with devil on his own.
They were angry about themselves for not paying attention when Jin tried to talk.
They were angry about themselves for not helping Jin when he needed it most.
They were angry about themselves for leaving Jin alone when he begged them to stay.
Finally, they wanted to know where Jin was at the moment. Everyone expected him to come out from a room in the next moment, but no one was strong enough to ask Seokjung about what happened next, where Jin was. After a long silence, Namjoon spoke up.
"Seokjung hyung, were are the rest of the years?"
"The journal ends there"
"What? I didn't get it"
"We noticed that something was wrong with Jin on the day he came home. He didn't tell us what happened. Well, he told us that he left the band and the company, but he didn't tell in detail. Appa also told us no to bother him and told us to wait till he speak up. He locked himself in a room for three days. He made us promise him not to tell anything if people from the company came. On the last day, he came out and spent the day happily with us. And he made us promise to leave Korea and come to France within a week. And he took another promise"
"What is it, hyung?"
"To not to tell you'll no matter what happens"
"Now where is hyung? In Korea?"
Seokjung looked at them, and smiled. Members found it strange, but they didn't expect something unexpected will come out next.
"On the next day, we found Jin, dead with a Morphine high dose. No not Jin. His dead body"
No one understood the rest. They were alone, in their own imaginations. Seokjung spoke up again.
"Only three of us were in Jin's funeral. Nobody knows what happened. He knew it already. That's why he asked us to go to France.
Jin didn't tell anyone a word. I found them out by his journal after he left. I tried to come and kill all six of you that day. If appa didn't stop me, you all also would have been with Jin today. You promised me to look after him, didn't you? But this is how you looked him after.
We informed about Kim Juwon to the police. Appa influenced media to hid these. I promised Jinnie not to tell you anything. But you must know it. It will be your punishment. Regrets of your actions will be your punishment. Punishment for letting Jin who looked after you well kill himself"
Seokjung got up to go to his room, but stopped halfway.
"Close the door when you go"
They all stared at the empty space. They couldn't believe what they just heard. After a dead silence, Jungkook raised his voice.
"Why hyung? Why?"
"What did my Jinnie hyung do to deserve such a death?"
"He was an angel. Why did he..."
"What did we do when he lost himself in our dorm in front of our eyes, Joon hyung?"
When Jungkook asked Namjoon, all Namjoon did was staring at a nice photograph of Jin, hung in the wall.
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