Lovely(bwwm)

Chapter 35

"I didn't think this was gonna happen right now...but I guess it is" I say too both of them. My mom then comes down stairs.

I feel like i haven't seen her in forever, which is not okay. " hey mom" i say reaching over for hug. I squeeze her tight, it felt so good. I didn't realize how much I needed that until I actually felt her. She barley touched me back. " hi baby, hello Ryan! Nice too finally meet you!" Says my mother holding out a hand too ryan.

" Hi mrs. Jackson, nice too meet you as well" he states returning a firm shake. " so tell me about yourself Ryan, get comfy im sure you have been here than my husband and I have been this month!" She says making a joke. A slightly upset smile appears on my face. Ryan notices. " aw no Mrs. Jackson,

I've been away from the house, i just didn't feel right being here with out meet you & Mr.jackson" states Ryan putting his hands in his pockets. " well of course you haven't been here, you've been in NewYork." States my father coming up from the basement. Out of the corner of my eye

i notice Ryan looking at me because I gasped under my breath. " hello, Mr. Baker nice to meet you" says my dad holding out his hand for a firm handshake" " like wise, mr...?" Says Ryan shaking his hand. "Daniel, and im pretty sure you met my wife, Trina" says my dad holding out a hand to my moms direction.

My parents begin to talk to eachother which gives Ryan and i some time too talk. " I didn't know this was gonna happen right now!" I say in a panicked tone but also at level for just us too hear. " baby it's okay, calm down they seem very nice but not going to lie, when you dad said something about NewYork my heart stopped for a min or 2" states Ryan grabbing my hands that were in between us.

We hug and that felt pretty damn good at the moment, just being held by him. "it's happening" I say to myself. " Ryan! what would you like too snack on?" Asks my mom who is waiting to write it down on a notepad for the servers." Anything really, im not picky, pretty optimistic about everything" he states looking over in the kitchen. "so please come this way" says my dad, who still hasn't said anything too me.

As we follow my dad too the dinning room I can just feel the butterflies flying in my stomach, my dad and I aren't on good terms, my mom is cheating it's just not good in the jackson house hold. " okay kid, im gonna cut to the bullshit, why did you have my daughter in NewYork?" Asks my dad sitting on one the edge of the table.

" I wanted to ask her to prom..." states Ryan, I can see the nerves and hear them too, the more i watch the more I wanna get the hell out of there." You couldn't do that here? You just had to go all out of your way, for what, a dance? Anything could have happened
Too her, not a good first impression son! Make that a note to self." Says my dad getting up sitting in chair. Ryan was silent and so was i.

I was pissed." well" says my dad adjusting his tie and sipping a glass of recently poured wine. It was Silent, something in me snapped. " well? Are you fucking kidding me?" I say too my dad. Ryan turns around with his mouth a little

Open in shock, my dad,
Still sipping his wine just glanced his eyes up at me. " Why does it even matter too you that I was in NewYork?" I say " first of all jasmine Marie jackson. You will not use that language with me or anyone else in this house that I payed for.

Secondly, i didn't know your boyfriend until now!" He says sitting the glass down. " its not like you were home too even meet him." I say crossing my arms. Before my dad could get another word in my mom and the chef come in. " Pumpernickel slices with cream cheese with a side of red grapes from Italy" says the chef sitting down the plate for us too dig in.

As soon as the chef walks out my mom senses something. " okay, why is there so much tension in this room?" She stares crossing her arms. " I have too take a call, it was nice meeting you Ryan baker" says my dad walking out the room adjusting his suite. " I then sit down next too Ryan who then places a hand on my thigh.

He can see the angry and sadness in my face and eyes. " so Ryan would you like too stay for dinner, maybe you can invite your family over, i would love too meet them!" Says my cheery annoying mother. " that would be nice Mrs.jackson I'll call them now. I get up still with my arms crossed and Ryan follows.

I walk up the stairs too my room and he follows. I sit on the chest in front of my bed as he sits behind me on the bed placing bus legs on either side of me wrapping his arms around me. " Cheer up jas, i like you better when you smile babe!" He says taking his fingers forcing a smile on my face.

I then turn around too face him, he kisses me and he won't stop till I kiss him back and smile. So i do because he just makes things better. He grabs me in his arms and pulls me on top of him on my bed.

It felt and was so perfect. " my mom is cheating." I say randomly " what!?, how do you know?" He says " how long have you known?" He also adds. " since last summer she has been having an affair with her manager, one of my sisters and

i are the only ones that know because we saw her with him on a date one night in down town LA." I say resting my hand on his chest. " baby why didn't you tell me,we didn't have too take about it but, I know it would feel a little better too tell someone, i want you too feel like you can come too me and talk too me about anything." he says looking at me.

" I don't know why I didn't say anything I guess I was trying not too think about it because me and dad have never gotten along with him, I think it's because im the last child i don't know we just but heads it's not pretty." i say " im sorry jas, things will be okay i will be here for you through it all no matter what" he says kissing my head.

" I love you Ryan" I say " I love you too." He says as his grip gets tighter. " don't forget to call your parents" i say with a chuckle. " don't remind me " he says with a laugh pulling out his phone.