Lovely(bwwm)

Chapter 19

Ryan goes home and i go upstairs and run a bath. I am feeling pretty happy and warm inside which really never happens, so i decided to treat myself by putting in a bath bomb from one of my favorite stores called "Lush". I step in a the hot water nice slow and get comfy. I hit shuffle on my phone and the perfect song comes on. I lay in the tub soaking. After a few min, i find myself smiling and also

Thinking of Ryan. Oh man, his smile, his eyes, the way it feels to be held by him. I don't want to say it, because it just seems to soon we like just met, but i really like Ryan and i like being with him, its something about him that makes me feel safe and wanted. But, what if he isn't thinking about me, the way i am thinking about him? With my luck, he isn't.

RYANS P.O.V:

I walk in my house quietly not sure if anyone was up or not. I sit the keys on the key rack next to the door and kick off my shoes trying to remain quiet.

"BOO!" yells my 10 year old little sister,

"SHI-.." I yell stopping my self because i don't want my little sister to hear that yet from me and turn out like some potty mouth that parents don't want there kids near.

" Jayne... what are you doing up?" i ask her " waiting for you silly, you didn't come home mom and dad just shrugged it off." she says walking off the steps. " why didn't you shrug it off?" I ask her with a smirk walking to my kitchen with her following behind me. "where you with a girl!?"

she asks sitting in the chair at the island avoiding my question. " yes i was...." i say with a little smile. " You smiled!!!! OMG Ryan you so like her!" says Jayne getting excited. " And what if i do liked her? " i say throwing a grape in my mouth. " nothing thats so cute I'm telling mom and dad that you have a girlfriend!" Says Jayne. " woah slow down jayney girl!...

" I say feeling my cheeks start to turn red a little. " She is your girlfriend right?" she asks. " nope, not quite, but hopefully soon..." i say smirking getting a little shy. I look down at my phone because it vibrated. I hope it is jasmine......its not, its my dad asking if im home.

I respond with a yes and continue to stare at my phone, thinking it is gonna vibrate and be jas. 5 min pass and i find my self re reading our old messages and thinking if i should i text her. " do it" says Jayne walking Away. I don't answer her, but i text jasmine. I sent her text that reads.

" do you wanna go for a walk on the trail near our school?" She answers fast and says "yeah sure, should i bring like sandwiches just in case we get hungry...?" " That would be great, I'll bring the blanket" i say with back. A huge smile grows on my face because i get to be with her again and thats all i want. Is to be with her.