Lovely(bwwm)

Chapter 14

" I feel bad!" i say

" Why?" asks Ryan with a chuckle

"Because, you are just sitting there everyone is in the pool now, even josh now" i say with a shy smile.

"Come out, lets go for a walk" he says pulling his feet out out of the water.

"Where to?" i ask lifting my self out the water following behind him.

" I don't know, lets just be together " he says throwing me my towel. A smile grew on my face. "where are you two going!?? huh?" asks jacey " ooo la la" says Kelly. " oh my gosh you guys are crazy!!" i say grabbing my head. " just for walk" he says with a chuckle showing off his perfect

white teeth.

We walk into my house. Ryan then puts his shirt back on, which was a bummer, and his shoes and i put on a long dress like cover up. We leave the house. "so" he says with his hands in his pockets looking down at me. " so" i say looking at him with a smile.

" ms. Jasmine tell me about your self!" he says " what do you mean, about myself!" i say with a chuckle. " you know like your story, everyone has one you go then i go, i promise"

he says holding out a hand for me to hold. I take it.

" well i have a older sister who is in college and an older brother who is in college as well, they are twins, Jennifer and James. My mom is a physical therapist and has her own Yoga business, which is doing pretty well if you ask me its world wide famous, and my dad is a doctor and a personal trainer for famous people like the Queen B her self Mrs. Beyoncé and others, and then theres me, just me my friends are gorgeous as you can probably see for self, love them. yes i go to A-list parties and i have been to places that most people my age have never even heard of, i have attended red carpet events, but, but its just not, i don't know i just don't feel good about my self, i hate how i look i just maybe if i looked different it would all be okay? I hate myself for complaining like this really, i am so privileged and blessed and I'm

Here complaining on how i look, I'm a joke." i say looking on the floor. We stop walking.

"What?" i say with a chuckle looking at Ryan who is memorized.

" Nothing, i could just listen to you talk all day..." he says not looking away.

I smile and start blush.

" Okay well im gonna sum mine up, i have a younger sister, my parents are doctors and i like taking pictures, my life is pretty boring and nothing like yours, its pretty quiet and lowkey" he says with a cute chuckle. "aw no its not, and now i really wanna see your photos so" i Say with a smirk. he just smiles and blushes.

"Can I ask you something?" i ask

"Go for it" he says

" Why did you come up to me at the banquet? where was your lucky date that night?" i ask

" Jasmine..." he says stopping again

" Yes" i say

" I didnt have a date because i knew you were going alone, and i wanted to be your date, but i never got a chance to ask you because i have been so busy with sports. Jasmine you are beautiful, one of the most beautiful girls i have ever seen, i could look at you all day and .not get bored thats how beautiful you are, if only you knew how lovely you are jas...." he says cupping my face with his hands.

I have never wanted to kiss someone so bad...