Lovely(bwwm)

Chapter 22

Im headed out the doors because school is now over. I notice one of Ryan's friends looking at me weird, like giving me look that says something is about to happen.

I shake it off and continue my way. He ends up in front of me stopping me from walking. " Yes can i help you Ethan?" i ask crossing my arms. " lets take a walk" he says. " why? i wanna go home." i ask him.

I do because i want to have Ryan over. " just come take a quick walk i want to talk to you" he says. " fine what do you want" i ask. " jess is back." he says. " wait jess as in Jessica Gerald?, like Ryan's ex jess?" i ask while my arms are lightly folded " yes" he says. " does Ryan know?" i ask " nope not yet" he says inhaling through

his teeth. " are you gonna tell him?" i ask " yeah im gonna have too like in few minutes because there is a small house party in down town today and Ryan is most likely going to attend and well you know jess, she will be there!" he says with a slightly panicked tone. " Yeah i heard, i dont know

if im gonna go, I'll go if jacey or Kelly is going." i say as we head out the door. " I'll let you know if anything goes down at the party with Ryan and jess." he says getting his keys out. I get mine out and say bye to Ethan headed to my car. Ryan is at practice hopefully he doesn't go to that party.

I reach my empty house, nothing new. I flop down on the couch and turn on the t.v., I pull up Netflix and resume were i left off in Orange Is The New Black. love that show. I decided to call the girls on a three way and let them know the news that i just found out. The phone rings 4 times before jacey pics up. " jace?" i say " hey whats up?" she says. " hold on

lemme add kel. I press a few buttons. The phone rings like 6 times before you hear Kelly freaking out. " what kel?" asks jace. " kev asked me to be is girl!" she screamed. " omg yes! i knew it!" i say in the phone excited. " finally congrats!" says jace.

" But what did you want to tell us jas?" says jace. " jess is back" i say. " wait wait like Gerald?" says kelly. " Ryan's ex..." says jacey. " oh yes Ethan told me after school today. " are you gonna tell Ryan?" asks kelly " well Ethan said he would, so I'll let him do that" i say . " And there is that house party in down town and apparently

Ryan might make an appearance and you know jess she will be there!" i say. " go" says jacey. " i dont know" i say " look jas go alone and watch Ryan from a far and see if him and jess do shit, call us asap if anything happens we will come." says kel. " okay okay fine" i say having a bad feeling about this. We end the call. I continue to watch my show, thinking how much of a slut jess is and that she will probably

make a move on Ryan, i mean we aren't dating but i like him a lot, and i want him to keep liking me.

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The party started at 8. Its now 8:30, parents still aren't home, so i have the open. I told jace and kel to chill at my house. I hop in my car and head south to down town. It took 20 min to get to the block it was on. The side walk was over flowing with people some of which i knew my face and others who i have never seen before.

As I'm looking for a spot to park, i see Ryan's car, the lights just blinked, meaning he just locked it. I text the girls letting them know. I found a spot far away enough so if Ryan came out he wouldn't see.

I feel like the creepy clingy girlfriend which I'm not trying to be, but if Ryan is gonna ask me out like everyone is saying he cant do shit with jess and i know she will try too. I take a deep breath and step out the car. I walk across the street.

I make it in front of the door. I make awkward eye contact with Ethan, who happens to be lighting a joint. He waves me over. " i told him" he says inhaling. " and?" i say " he was like, fuck! she better not try and do shit with me my heart is for jasmine not this slut" he said, causing me to blush. " wanna hit?" he asked.

i grab it and take a really long hit cashing him to go wide eyed. "Thanks" i say passing it back to him. I only took the hit because i need to de-stress from this. I walk in the music is blasting the house is overly packed.

I grab a cup to blend in with heavy crowd. Im bumping into people left in right i even got a drink spilled on me a little bit. I noticed i literally walked every Inch of the down stairs, i should go up. So i do, i walk up nice and slow, taking sips of tastes like beer. There is one door closed up stairs.

I notice those red Kanye West shoes through that crack below the door while coming up the stairs. Ryan is the only one from our school who has them... i walk over to the door, i put my ear to the door and a hand in the other to hear better.

That was jess's voice. I notice there is a key hole right under the door knob. I peek in....it is Ryan and jess. I gasped. Jess is piss drunk holding a bottle of Smirnoff in her hand twirling her blonde curls. Ryan is holding a bottle as well. " oh boy" i thought to myself. My phone vibrated, it was Jacey. " anything happen?" she asks through text. Something told

me to look back up, through the key whole. My heart dropped, my stomached hurt. Ryan and jess were making out. She kicked off her shoes and pushed him on the bed. He didn't even fight back. i went to the bathroom called jacey. " hello" i say through the phone. " hi jas are you okay?" Ask jacey i knew i was on speaker phone i didn't mind but i didnt know

if they invited kev over. " no not really" i say with my voice cracking." we are on the way" says Kelly. i hang up the phone and sit on the floor trying not to cry. I go back downstairs grab a bottle and go outside. Ethan is there talking to all of Ryan's friends.

I chug down some vodka walking towards them. "hey!" he says high as fuck. " do me a favor and tell Ryan, that he is caught and i don't want to speak to him, tell him to not even bother asking me out, because im gonna say no!" I say watching as Ethan's face was in shock. I walk away.

In that moment, it fell like everything around me slowed down. i went to the other side of the road leaning on my car, taking shots of the vodka. I found my self starring into space. Scaring me a car horn beeped at me, it was kel. She jumped out the car as jacey stayed in hers. " I'll meet you at home guys" she says heading back to my house. " omg jas you are fucked up, W-what happens?"

She asked grabbing the bottle from me tossing it in the back seat. " Ryan and jess, were making out, in a room just them two, her shoes came off she pushed him back on the bed...." i say staring into space. My lip starts to lightly quiver. " did they..." she asks " they looked like they were about too" i say messing with my fingers trying not i cry because i hate crying in front of people i hate it.

" Are you okay?" she asks. I looking up at her, shake my head no and lose it. She grabs me and holds me in a hug as i lightly sob. "Hey stay here, im going to get some tissues really quick and then we are gonna go home okay?" she asks. I just shake my head yes and wipe the tears away.

HEY GUYS JUST LETTING YOU LOVELY READERS KNOW THAT THIS IS THE HALF WAY MARK! HOPE YOU ARE ENJOYING IT AS MUCH AS I LOVE WRITING IT!xoxo-T