Sorry, I Love You

Chapter 4

Song: Sorry, I Love U - Stray Kids

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Minho was never prepared for this, not once in his life was he expecting to be forgotten by someone. Those simple yet painful words that slipped out of Seungmin's lips cause his once bright smile to gradually change into confusion.

".. I'm Minho, do you not remember me?" Minho confirmed, panick and fear are clearly shown in him. 'Why out of all is he the person to be forgotten.. What did we do to deserve this treatment, it's unfair, after all we've done together...' Minho reflected, not anticipating a reply.

"I'm sorry, but it doesn't ring a bell. Were we friends or lovers? But please tell me more about us, I really want to remember, i'll feel bad for forgetting." Seungmin declared, determined and held his fist in front of his chest cutely, shining eyes staring right back at Minho's.

"We were only classmates, dont worry about it. Although I wouldn't mind starting from the beginning again at all. I'm Minho, i'll make sure you get your memories back in no time." Minho assured him, smiling. He may look like he didn't mind, due to his amazing acting, but the only thing he wanted right now is to get home and hide under his burrow, cry himself to sleep.

"Of course. I'm Seungmin." the said boy beamed. It was at this moment when he felt his heart beating way faster than usual, did it struck Minho that he might fall for the younger male.

"Well then, I better get going. There's still an errand I have to run. I'll come visit you after school,  get well soon, Minnie!" Minho bid goodbye with the Kim family, picked his bag up and exited the room with mixed feelings.

*The Next Day*

As promised, Minho would visit Seungmin in the hospital, along with flowers and notes from school, so he wouldn't be falling behind in school.

Everything was as he expected until one day, he was stopped by Jisung at the entrance. Jisung was sad that his boyfriend is always leaving early and hasn't been spending sufficient time with him and he had enough, so he decided to set things right before it escalates.

"Minho, where are you going?" Jisung questioned, pulling him aside.

"Just going to meet a friend. Babe, I'm sorry, I'll take you on a date this weekend." Minho hugged him and kissed him on the forehead.

"You better. I miss the time we're together. You've been leaving so early everyday. I thought you were cheating on me..." Jisung blurted out, burrowing his head in Minho's chest.

"Why would I, stop worrying and head home, alright?" Minho reassured him, sending his boyfriend home before heading to the hospital.

On his way there, he couldn't sort out his feelings for Seungmin and Jisung, as to who he loves more. Jisung is his boyfriend, so it's a must, but Seungmin's smile could never be forgotten. Having had enough of these, he decided to text Felix (They're in the same dance major), as well as to get help for Seungmin's anmesia.

'Hey Felix, are you free now?' Minho texted.

'Yeah, just finished school. Something's up?' Felix noticed. It's rare for Minho to text him first.

'Yeah, kinda. Can we meet up at the nearby park in 2 hours? I wanna clear my mind and chat about some things that's been annoying me." Minho requested.

"Of course, be there in 2 hours then. Send my greeting to Minnie, I miss him." Felix agreed, before hanging up.

Having half the pressure lifted, Minho continued his way up with lighter steps. Upon reaching the room of the black-haired male, he organised himself and started their usual chat.

*Timeskip*

After the visit, Minho went to the park and saw Felix sitting on the bench, holding 2 cups of Americano. He was glad, since the talk is going to be a long one.

"Lix, you came early." Minho waved his hand to get the attention of the Aussie.

"Nah, I just came not too long ago. I saw a cafe on the way here and bought it." Felix denied, handing the drink over.

"So.. what's the issue that made you wanna meet me?" This cause Minho to sigh before explaining everything that happened.

"I can't sort out my feelings between Jisung and Seungmin. I mean, of course I love Jisung, he's my boyfriend after all. But after the hospital visits, my heart has been beating non-stop whenever I'm near him... This never happen before, what should I do..?" Jisung spilled out, looking up in the sky.

"That's love, Minho. Do you feel the same way when you meet Jisung?" Felix questioned.

"No, not anymore. I did when we first dated, but not anymore." Jisung mumbled out.

"You love Seungmin. I can only tell you that, you will have to fix things with Jisung, or break up with him, if you don't have feelings for him anymore. It will make things easier." Felix suggested.

"I don't know.. I don't wanna hurt him, when he did nothing wrong." Minho sulked.

"You know what's best for you, bro. I trust your actions. Good luck." Felix patted the other male on the shoulder, before throwing the cups in the trash.

After few more conversation on their dance assignment, Minho thanked Felix and headed home. He is going to have to think real hard on what the next step is going to be.

*6 Months Later*

Seungmin is discharged from the hospital, before no one except Felix and his parents knew. His memories were fully back when he reached him, after Minho brought him out. He wanted to keep it a secret from Minho and surprise him with the news when he meets him at lunch.

However, romance never went his way. The sight in front of his made his heart dropped, the feelings he hasn't felt in ages, since the incident. He saw Minho smiling and laughing with Jisung, hands around each other's waist. Oh, how happy they look together.

Right when he was about to turn back, Minho noticed him and stopped his track. "Seungmin, shouldn't you still be in the hospital. Why are you here?" Jisung asked, confused.

'Oh, so we are back to the formal last name basis. Love it' Seungmin thought. He was frustrated between the difference in attitudes of Minho, currently and when he had amnesia. He couldn't stand the heart breaks every time he get when he sees the couple together and blurted out the sentence, the only sentence he could think of.

"I got my memories back.." Seungmin mumbled.

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I'm sorry, this chapter is a little shorter, since next chapter will be the last.

And yes, I got the title  from this song, u guys should go check out their latest album.

Look forward to it, peace out~