Newt Imagines- Newt x the reader

Its all my fault

Newt's pov.

Justin springs up, shoving Minho off him and pushing Y/n to the floor. It only takes me a second to react. I run out to Y/n and she gets up with my help. Justin's turning and running before I can grab him. "Justin!!" Y/n yells. "Come back! You'll be killed!" She yells, voice quivering slightly. I let her go for a minute so I can check Minho, who's picking himself up off the floor. I make sure he's inside the walls before grabbing Y/n by the arm and taking her in. Y/n turns and sobs into my chest. The familiar boom sounds and the doors rumble closed. Y/n escapes my hug and starts towards the doors before I grab her. "Y/n you can't go out there" I rub Y/n on the back, trying to calm her. "I was t-too tough on him! He's - he was - just a greenie! Newt, it's - it's all my fault" She whispers. "Hey, hey, no, it's ok" I say soothingly "It's not your fault, you couldn't have done anything love" I say, trying to reassure her. She takes a deep breath and wipes her eyes. She looks up at me with slight puppy dog eyes. "Newt" She says "He's got no chance, especially with his hands still tied up" She says and starts sobbing again. I pull her into another hug and Minho walks over, as if to console her, but I shake my head, stopping him. She pushes me back and stares deep into my eyes. "No Newt, you don't get it. I basically just sent the greenie to his death. He didn't deserve this, none of it. All of this is my shucking fault Newt!" With that, she walks off towards the Homestead, still crying and mumbling. I start to make my way there but Minho grabs my arm, forcing me to stop and turn to face him. "Shank, just leave her to cool off for a bit. She needs some time alone" I shake my head, but listen to him. She can't go through this alone. Especially since she's pregnant. Oh god, Y/n I take a deep breath. Minho's walking to wards the kitchen, so I jog to catch up with him. "Hey, let's eat" I say, forcing cheerfulness into my voice. He simply smiles, and whacks my back before running off. Grudgingly, I run after him, trying to catch up.

Newt's pov.

After I finish eating, I grab a plate of food for Y/n and make my way over to the homestead. She's curled up under her blankets like when she was off work. I smile before moving the blankets. She looks up at me, squinting in the new light and I see the tear marks down her face. I give her the plate and sit down next to her, putting my arms around her waist and rubbing her arms comfortingly. She sighs when she's half way through her food. She puts the plate down next to her and turns to face me, taking my hands. "Newt, I love you so much, I feel like you need to hear it because you do so much for me and-" "hey, it's ok, I know you love me. And I love you too" I say, pulling her into a hug and kiss the top of her head. When I let go she finishes eating and pulls me into the bed, curling into me under the blankets. I laugh quietly and stroke her hair. It doesn't take long for her to fall asleep and I follow suit, not long after.

Y/n's pov.

Newt smiles down at me when I look up at him. Everything's blurred from sleep, but I can still see his smile. He gets up to get changed and I lay there, not willing to get up yet. When he gets back, I'm still laying in bed. He shakes his head laughing lightly. "C'mon you have to get up" he say poking my arm repeatedly. I swat his hand away, but he pursues and keeps poking me. "Fine, fine, I'm getting up" I say "But you better stop poking me." He holds his hands up in surrender and I get changed, readying myself for the day. I have to keep looking at the maps with Chuck and the runners are coming to the map room this evening. Minho passes me while I'm on my way to breakfast. He nudges me when he walks past so I elbow him gently in the ribs. He walks away laughing. I meet Newt at breakfast, who grabbed me a bowl as well. I kiss him as I sit down and Chuck almost squeals. I shake my head as I tousle his hair. Newt takes a spoonful of my cereal and I hit his spoon with mine almost sending it flying. "You're hopeless" I say laughing "Chuck we've gotta go" I say not even looking over the table. "Bye" I say to newt, kissing his cheek before I walk away.