My First Heartbreak

how he cheated on me

I ran towards the classroom on the way out of the Library, i grabbed my backpack and got out of the school
It was last day for us at school so everyone is sad ,and of course i am..,but the reason hits different for me,

its 6:00 pm it's time for me to show up to the farwell ,but i am not in the mood, so i went to my favorite place which is a bench besides a big tree ,its a beautiful place we can enjoy seeing sunset in the evening and sun rise in the morning and twinkling stars at night.i like to see stars, so this is my favourite place to visit all the time .

its 7:00 pm now my friends will probably wonder why i didn't show up yet,i got a phone call from my friend monica ,of course i didn't answer it ,because i am not in the mood to talk about that shit .i was just sitting on the bench and staring at the sky from the past one hour.i asked myself did i overreacted to that scenario, but the situation is like that
On the one hand my best friend with whom i shared everything ,even the feelings that i had for that guy ,on the other hand that guy who is my so called boyfriend...,so i think the reaction that i had in that situation is absolutely correct.i don't want to recall the scene again and again but i couldn't help myself to not to think about it.he has his arms around her waist and lips on her lips,and she is moving his head slightly to left in slow motion with her hands to correct the position of his lips to enjoy the kiss more efficiently..yahh that is when i dropped the books and that sound interrupted their kiss he has peach color lipstick on his lips corners...ugh why that disgusting scene is not going out of my mind .i throwed my bag on the ground.after few minutes i picked the bag up and placed on my lap i pulled my phone out of the bag and checked message inbox there are 32 unread messages from monica ,tony and sidra i opened tony messages :

Tony:- i am sorry 😔about everything
Tony:- please reply katie 🥺
Tony:- i will explain everything
Tony:- let's meet Tomorrow at our favorite cafe..please come ,i will be waiting for you at the cafe by 8:00 pm (◞‸◟ㆀ) sorry 😟 love you ❤

Ugh he is acting like it's a normal thing and not a big deal of kissing another girl .and he was just trying to convince me ...i kept the phone on the bench beside of me for 10 min and quickly grabbed the phone to check sidra's message:
Sidra:-i am sorry katie i didn't meant to do that please don't overthink about it
Sidra:-let's meet tomorrow please come
Sidra :- we will explain everything..😔

I couldn't able to control my anger all of my friends told me about them...i lost my closest friend "ben" because of them .i trusted them so much and didn't believed ben , ben and tony are roommate's ben told me many times that sidra came to see tony more than 5 times ,i asked sidra about this she said that
"me and tony are group members so i visited tony's apartment to only discuss about project that's all"
she said without any hesitation ,so i believed .
I said "yah i know there can be no other reason than that".
1 week later ben asked me to come over to the closest cafe near the school ,ben ordered a coffee for him and an iced Americano for me

I asked him " what's up why all of sudden you asked me to come to the cafe is there any important matter",he raised his eyebrows a little bit and start to speak in a serious tone..
"i saw last night "tony"and "sidra" hooking up with each other" he directly came to the point without any lagging , i laughed so hardly..and said "what haha what did you saw last night"
he said "it's serious matter katie ,i am really saying what i saw last night" . I stopped my laugh and said how did you saw that ,people will definitely close the door when doing nasty .
"i saw them through the back window of the room "he said that with a cold tone with serious face.i left the cafe and want to ask sidra about this but i convinced my self to not to ask sidra about it..because i asked so many times about tony and their relationship.so i decides to ask tony about what ben said,so i met him at the park and asked about what ben said to me about them. He held my hand and said "are you suspecting me kat ...i would never cheat on you believe me" he said that lines perfectly like a male lead in the k drama.
"ha i know but i asked because it would be better to tidy up the situation before problem happened".
he smiled and said "i can understand your feelings"....
But now i am here sitting on the bench like a dumbass.
Its 8:00 clock now its so hot in here because it's a summer night
I heard a voice from about 10 steps away..
"hi there" he said i dont know who is that man
i asked him "do i know you"....he said " No", but the voice sound familiar,what are you doing here he said with deep voice..his voice is so calm..i said "who are you"..i was trying to see his face but i couldn't able to see it because of the lighting in the background. I heard Monica's voice from the behind...i turned towards monica she is getting close to me :-katie...finally i found you,i was so worried about you she hugged me and said i heard about everything i am so sorry let's go to our apartment and talk about it...things will settle down soon ,don't worry i will be there for you no matter what .so now stop being sad and come with me she placed her arm around my shoulders and said lets go.. I said hmm ok let's go i turned around and grabbed my bag and i looked for him he is nowhere in that place...and i am also not in the mood to find him.