My first love

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" Why did she do that,why did she gave you my book " He said and paused he got into sudden realisation.
His face turned pink, his looks filled with embarrassment .

" Why are you making that face, don't be embarrassed , there is nothing wrong in a boy reading a fairy tale book".i said

" What?? "

" I said why are you making- "

" No not that, after what you said after that ,A fairy tale book? ".

" Yes, i took a fairy tale book from your room with your sister permission,..she gave me a gift with her business card in it".i said

" Yes she did,but why?"

" I did asked the same thing " .

" What did she say?".

" She said that , she knows me, and she and me are from same school so she wanted to meet me , so she gave her business card in a gift box " I said and left a sigh.

( why did i used 'she' many times in that sentence) ;(

"But why in a gift box?,and why a business card ".

" It's a creative idea in a way if you ask me".i said

" She also said that you two are twins, no wonder why she looked a lot like you in that ( Instagram) picture ". I said.

" What picture?? " He asked.

" No Nothing" I said.

" But wait, why didn't you never mentioned that you are my Senior in school " I said and waited for answer that i want to hear.

" Well,cause you didn't remembered me ,so.." He said
I interrupted and said

" Ok i get it "

I made a call to john, he arrived after 3 min with my car.

" Hm ok Mr.peter ,i will get going bye".

I said and closed the car door.

" Darn it ,such a jerk , I never seem anyone like that, i said punching my bag.

"Has he not said what is on his mind"john asked driving the car.

" Not yet " I left a sigh.

* after two days *

Me and John went to New York for 3 days holidays.

" I got a text from peter saying to meet him at 5 'o' in the evening " I said with spoonful of cereal in my mouth

" Ooo but i thought he is in California" John said

I don't know

" Ok then " He said with a grin.

***

I was sitting on the bench, it's Winter season so the sky is already dark.peter came i looked at him and smiled but he Didn't smiled back.he sat next to me .
After 5 min of silence i got a call from john, i didn't answered.

" Who is it , answer the call " Peter said

" Oh it is john, it's ok, i am sure he is calling because he didn't find shampoo bottle or something like that".i said and stared at the phone.

" Go ahead and answer it or your boyfriend will be mad at you " He said without even seeing me

" What, whose boyfriend is whom?? , i already told you he is not my boyfriend, he is just like a brother "

" Huh, brother " He said mockingly "you know, what he said to me earlier" Peter said with anger face.

" What " ? I asked him

" He said he wanted to meet, so i went to the place that he mentioned, and do you know what is your 'brother' said, he said that 'don't ever meet up with my girlfriend even again ' he said that."

" What, why he said like that" I said with a confusion and when i about to grab my phone, I stopped and i looked at peter and said "so you believe that he is my boyfriend right ??"

" Yess, before he could say that, i ready that you two were lovers, the care you showed towards him and the way you treated him all seemed to me like lovers " He said and left a sigh.

" Hah, haha", i laughed mockingly,
" When you think we were two lovers then why did you wanted to meet me, why did you invited me for dinners, for walks..why??? " I yelled at him

" Because i like you , i didn't want to lose you again and again. I stepped back and lost you not Only once but twice, i liked you in high school, but i didn't ever get the chance to tell you about my feelings, and then when i got the chance tony won over me, and then Jeremy, now john ..i got tired, i am really sick of losing you, no matter how hard i tried to move on from you ,it's just didn't worked" He said and held my arms.

" Then why didn't you said 'yes 'when i confessed my love to you " I asked him with a little emotion in my voice.

" Because, my best friend liked you, you even agreed when he confessed to you, so i thought myself to move on from you, when you said you like me you don't know how i felt that day, it's a great feeling i can't just describe, i said no to you because i don't want him to feel that 'if all went well i could be in Peter's place ' i don't want him to feel that way "

" Then why are you saying that you like me now ??"

" Because I tried to move on but i just can't able to do so " His eyes are wet.

I was standing in front of him, i held his two hands with my two palms.and said "i understand".

***
We are holding hands and walking on the road.he looked at me and smiled.i smiled back.

" Can i tell you something " I asked him

" Yes, sure " He said.

" I know you liked me in high school, do you remember that i told you , your sister sent me a gift, well when i opened it i found a business card . When i met your sister she told me everything, and she gave me a book, its not fairytale that i brought from your room,...the title of the book that i bought is "My first love".

" Huh, i knew it, but why did you lied?".

" Because, i don't want to say 'do you like me peter ' and you goes like 'yeah',i just didn't want that, i want to hear from you, and i just wanted to make sure that you like me now also, so i lied there is nothing wrong in it ".i said with a smirk.

"Well why didn't you gave me the book"., i said looking at him

" Hm because , as you saw, there is all pictures of you, i clicked the pictures of you, with you noticing, and you didn't mind because you thought i am like a student photographer, but i didn't captured the pics to show you.
whenever i saw that pictures i remember the same feeling that i used to have towards you, whenever i Remember those days i just feel so good, so give my book back " . He said

" Uh huh, hmm i will think about it".
**

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