Deja Vu | Joshua Hong FF

T W E L V E

" You sound off today.. are you alright? " you asked him

" you think I'm alright after the girl that I love so much, decided to cancel the wedding? "

" I'm sorry- "

" sorry isn't going to do shit kyung. So tell me now that you broke off the wedding, are we still together? "

" I did mention in the text I sent you that, I'm slowly falling out of love for you.. "

" It's a yes or no question. "

" no.. we're no longer together. "

" why are suddenly making all of these choices? aren't we supposed to make decisions together? What if I don't agree on breaking up? "

" Well you have to. It's difficult to hold on into a one sided relationship. "

" I don't want to break up. I don't care how many times you push me away, I still want you after all the wrong choices you've made. "

" minghao.. "

" kyung, I only ask for one thing. One damn thing in my life and that's you. I want you in my life and I'm going to lose my sane if I don't have you. "

" please, just let me go.. I want to live a life without you.... "

" Why?! Isn't my love for you enough? " you heard his voice cracking a bit meaning he's close on crying

" It's enough but it's tiring.. You're always busy with your work and I respect that but... I want a life with freedom. "

" I gave you your freedom, didn't I? "

" Yes you did but you weren't with me.. I want a life with the man I love with me not in some country working his ass off for nothing. "

He couldn't say anything anymore as he sighed

" you know it's hard for me being in a long distance relationship.. I keep overthinking if your being unfaithful or not but I think it's best for us to be friends again. "

" kyung- "

You felt a pair of arms wrapped around your waist as you looked behind you to see a sleepy joshua back hugging you

" I need to go minghao, let's just settle once we see each other in person. " you ended the call and you placed your phone away

you faced joshua who had this eyes closed while smiling at you
" goodmorning beautiful! "

" you haven't even opened your eyes yet.. " you chuckled while fixing his hair

" I don't need to.. I've already seen your beauty last night and I can't get enough of you. " he hugged you tightly while you hugged him back

" your such a cute babie.. " you giggled while looking at his sleepy figure

" let's sleep.. " he layed back down while still hugging you, he went back to sleep as you were stuck in your position as you couldn't even move

Time skip
joshua but he wasn't there anymore, you decided to yell out his name and you heard him at the bathroom. You sat up and looked out the window

A few minutes later he came out of the bathroom and looked at your figure, he approached his closet as you glanced at him. Your face automatically turned red when he was only wearing a towel around his waist

It was your first time to see him without a shirt on, no apron to get on your way. You kept glancing at his chest and slowly making your way to his abs