Love can hurts but only here will you know that it is pure and real. Joshua is a young man who has lost his direction in life but he is loved by daniela, a young and simple girl.
She love joshua na nasa punto na pinapatay na nya ang sarili nya. Lovi...
Joshua "Alas" Alvarez is a member of Ppop Group ALAMAT, he is the lead rapper.
He is going to be my main character named Joshua Medran. He just portraying my main character and this story is not true to life. It is just a story I imagined, hope you understand. Tenkyu lablabyu.
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CHAPTER 1
LIVING IN A ROLLER COSTER LIFE
Joshua P.OV.
"Para!" Sigaw ng isang estyudante ng tumapat ang dyip na sinasakyan namin sa eskwelahang pinapasukan ko. Malaking eskwelahan 'to at sinuwerte lang ako ng mapapunta ako dito. Maraming bumaba ng dyip yung iba estyudante at yung iba magulang na pinatawag o may kailangang bayaran at katulad nila bumaba na din ako ng dyip kahit hindi pa ako bayad. Hindi naman ito nalalaman ng driver.
Pagbaba ko ng dyip sinalubong na ako ng mga kaibigan ko sa alak at droga. May sesyon na naman kami mamayang hapon pag-labas namin ng eskwelahan.
"Aray-Ahuh." Sabi ng babaeng nabangga ko. Medyo nagulat pa sya at para bang sinasabi ng ekspresyon nya sa mukha na bakit sya pa? May malalaki syang salamin at sandamakmak na papel na hawak. Tiningnan ko lang sya at inapakan ang ilang papel na nalag-lag mula sa kanya.
"I didn't have time to help her."
Nagtawanan lang ang mga kaibigan ko sa ginawa ko. Hindi naman na ako nag-abala pang lumingon kung pinulot nya pa rin ba 'yun o hindi na. Nag-hihintay din ako na batuhin nya ako for the big show but she didn't do it.
"Pare iba ka talaga! Bale mamaya ha, ikaw uli ang taya." Sabi ni jeffrey na bunga din ng broken family kagaya ko dahil sa mga babaeng hindi marunong tumayo bilang ina.
Tinanguan ko na lang sya bago ko sya iwan sa room nya. Sa hulihan pa ang room ko kaya mahaba-haba pa ang lakarin ko. This is a public school at matagal na ako dito. I always feel at home here because I've been here for years, it's like I'm a resident here hahaha.
Finally I reach my room and it's not the most nice room in our school just because I'm special. Here, they see me as they see others-wrong they see me a garbage that need to throw out.
I learned how to drink alcohol and use illegal drugs back then when I first year high school, since my mother leave us. She leave us but I didn't feel anything from her nor angry because I know she have reason. Para rin sa kanya rin kaya ako nag-aaral because maybe when I have a degree she will comeback but I can't finish my studies because of dad. Gusto ko masaktan sya, gusto ko makita nyang nag-rerebelde ako.
Masaya naman kami dati-"Medran, is there any Medran here?"
She's lost, baguhan ba sya?
I didn't bother to raise my hand or say that I'm here. I'm okay wether she put me absent or what.
