Nikki Sixx Imagines

Anything for you (pt. 2)

You're in the classroom waiting for the lesson. Alone? With your bestie? No. With Nikki. This time he came earlier than expected. When you got in the room he was sitting on his desk, waiting. Damn it. Why you didn't oversleep? Anyways, you were sitting in front of the white board, while he was in the last rows. You got up from your place to white the board, preparing it for the lesson, when all of a sudden, Nikki pressed you against the wall.

"Hey baby girl, I missed you last night."
"But I didn't."
"Oh come on, you have no idea how bad of a desire I have for your touch."
"Chill dude. There is a lot of fish in the sea. Or with other words: a plenty of chicks out there."
"But I want you."
"No you don't. You just got bored of fucking the same type of girls."
"You're way too bad, don't you think."
"No, I don't think I'm too bad. I know I'm too bad."
"But what's the point of that?"
"I'm keeping my heart from getting broken, okay?"
"But I would never do that."
"I don't trust you."
"Oh come on, baby girl. If you haven't tried, how could you know?"
"That doesn't mean I have to start dating the biggest fuckboy."
"You're really bad."
"Tell me something I don't know."
"Something you don't know, huh? Alright. You don't know that I'm in love with you."
"Nah, you're lying. It's impossible. We're in the same class for years now and the first time we had a conversation was yesterday."
"Because I was... scared."
"You? Scared?"
"Is that hard to believe? I mean, everyone's scared of something. Even I."
"I still don't believe you."
"Okay. Don't believe me then. I'm done."

He gave you a look that wasn't typical for him. His green eyes looked at your with an ounce of something between love and sadness. Wait, love? No way. Maybe it was his "angry puppy" again. Anyways, the room started to get fuller. And the lessons started. But it was really hard for you to concentrate. This look of his... It couldn't be the "angry puppy" as you thought. It was something really burning you inside. Maybe you shouldn't have to be that bad to him this time.

The lessons came to an end. As you were leading to your locker, Nikki came. He hugged you from behind, placing his head next to your ear.
"I really need to talk with you. I don't accept refusals. Come over my house around 8pm."
Then he walked away. You stood there in shock. For the first time in years you were in shock. Then your bestie came to you and saw you standing there like a statue.
"Oh (Y/N), what's the matter?"
"Nikki told me to come over his house at 8pm."
"Oh this fucking idiot. You don't need to go."
"But what if I want to?"
"Wait what?"
"I just can't take it anymore."
"You still love him, don't you?" At this question you burst into tears. Your bestie gave you a hug, then said:
"If you think you have to go, then go and make everything clear, alright. And if he tries to do something to you, call me and I'm gonna kick his fucking ass."
"Alright."

It's 7:45pm. You're getting yourself prepared, for you really wanted to go there. When you got ready you got out of your house and went to Nikki's house. After minutes of walking, you found the house. Then you knocked on the door, nervously. Nikki opened the door. When he saw you, he gave you a smile and let you in. You swore to God, he loved his "blue outfit", but so did you. He made you sit on a couch and then brought some orange juice.
"I thought you wouldn't come."
"I thought that too, but-"
"But?"
"I wanted to make everything clear, alright?"
"Okay. So, you have something to say?"
"Actually yes. But I don't know how to start."
"Let's start with this one. Why you're lying me?"
"What?"
"Yes. I mean, you pretend that you don't give a fuck about me. But both of us know that ain't true."
"Nikki-"
"Secondly, you're too bad. You literally kicked out every boy that ever tried to talk with you."
"I know, but-"
"Okay, but it hurts me to know that you're hurting yourself that much. Even worse, you're doing this because of me."
"What?"
"You thought that I didn't know anything, huh? You thought that I didn't care about you? All the time I was watching you.  But you didn't know, because you were too busy thinking that I was watching some girls."
"But I've seen you with them."
"Oh I knew you did. That's why I was doing that. Every girl I was with, I wanted to be you. But then I was waking up next to someone else instead."
"Oh. I- I don't know what to say."
"Don't say anything then."

You sat there quietly, waiting for something to happen. You just couldn't believe it. Nikki knew everything what's going on. He was a fuckboy, but it was because you were the only one that didn't want him. Everything went upside down.